a-nchal

2010-01-09T20:25:00.007+08:00

i'll be on livejournal for awhile,

so you can look for me here.

My LJ

and since there isn't a tagboard,

do leave comments.

thank you:D

2010-01-02T16:01:00.002+08:00

this new year's cool.

we celebrated it at sentosa

(kunlong, joan, chiewpang, grace, aud and me)

yups just the 6 of us and it was pretty good.

went to watch the vampire's assistant at iluma.

the boy is hawt.

then took mrt, walked to vivo and met joan.

had dinner at BK then met grace and audrey.

after that went to wait for the monorail.

haha all of them used their ez-link cards to get in

then mine had like insuffient funds for $3

pathetic right!!!!

so i panicked and dug my bag for my cell then called audrey

she ran out and tried to let me use her ez-link which apparently didn't work

so i asked the guy working there how would i go in.

i had to queue for freaking long before getting my ticket.

so audrey like ran back to get kunlong's card.

then i stood there lost and afraid hahhaha

then the another guy standing at the gate was like

"how many of you???" i'm like "one only."

then he opened the gate and he's like

"its new year, go have fun and celebrate with your friends"

i'm like omg?!!?!? thanks and i ran in lol.

that really was a wonderful night to begin with already.

then looked for a place at palawan beach and stuff

so we sang and played cards and ate there till midnight.

after that we walked over to tanjong beach unknowingly

then we sat there and talked and took pictures haha

after that it was like 2:30am so joan and kunlong went back.

so the 4 of us (grace, cp aud and me) just stayed there.

so we were lying on the sand and talking till like 4am

then we were sorta hungry and decided to play circle of death

so we went to 7-eleven to buy things to eat and the water. and cards

so we saw ppl eating cup noodles so we got it too.

we sat on the steps and ate. left after we were done to palawan again.

found a nice spot and played circle of death.

hahaa we only left when the sun rose, like at 7am?

took the monorail back to vivo and took a cab back with aud.

we were like scared cos we stayed out the entire night.

i reached home at 8am. and i had to go back to sentosa at 2pm

so i slept at 8 and javier woke me up at like 2pm and asked me to hurry there

so bathed and met audrey. was in the train by 3pm

reached sentosa at 4pm, played circle of death, seriously sabotaged joy ahhaha

then after that went to bathe and watched old dogs

and daryl kept annoying me with darius wtf-_-

i laughed damn loud in the cinema

so after that walked out and used the restroom and took mrt back.

haha first time i took the bus at BEDOK at like 10 plus

scary pls

i was scared i'd encounter a mat or smth. i'd die

so yeah walked home and messaged,

got home at almost 10:45 so yups.

went to watch bedtime stories and 40 greatest pranks or smth

then sum1 called me to go sleep cos it was late.

so went up and slept by 2:30

hehe woke up at 1 plus today.

meeting audrey 45mins later at 5.

haha 2009 ended wonderfully.

i hope 2010 will be better though i already hate it.

2009-12-29T16:57:00.002+08:00

hey, right now i'm just farting myself to death in my lonely cupboard room.

i'm bored and i want to do something. at home.

i still have to go cut my hair though. no doubt about that. hehe.

solved my problem and i'm not cutting bob anymore.

but i'll see about that. maybe if i crave for a haircut

then i'll go try it out hehe

so yups just gonna trim and cut shorter fringe.

maybe bangs-_-

haha but not until like (eg. esther, charmaine)

yups not so drastic. hehe:)

so yeah i also got my own printer wheehee

and there's 3 at home now -.-

okay imma go do something else before i leave the house for pp.

see ya!

2009-12-28T21:50:00.005+08:00

haha charice pempengco is like the philippines' proudest talent.

i'm totally insane over her note to god and no doubt

it gives me goosebumps. haha.

CHEERS PINOY!

2009-12-27T16:53:00.004+08:00

well hey.

just came back form layteng's chalet.

it was alright, well we did bond for sure.

first day,

arrived and settled down a little bit.

still had like 5 hours before we left at night to go out,

so we all slept.

it was 2 couples and me, but i still enjoyed myself all the same.

haha, so yups left to go out at around 8?

went to marina by mrt and stuff.

then from there went to esplanade for awhile.

then we went to ehub to catch the 2:40am show for sherlock holmes.

you know its like i was in the centre of the 4 of them.

so i was in the centre sitting alone and laughing like a maniac

while the other 4 were with each other

AND I STILL ENJOYED IT

talk about that man

it finished at 5 plus?

and hanyang's nose woke me up at SEVEN IN THE MORNIN

so i went back to sleep and woke up at around 11 lol.

we went to eat macs for lunch too.

second day,

after macs went to grab our seats for alvin and the chipmunks.

then after that met the ppl back at the chalet.

had bbq and caught the 11:45pm show.

the show was like so freakin cuteee haha

i didn't catch the first one so i was stunned at how cute theodore was

it wasn't actually all that lame so yups.

slept at like 3........

third day,

woke up at 11:02 thanks layteng:D

after shivering like crazy ass in the freezer

and checked out.

went for lunch with aud and the twins cos lt had to go back already.

so we talked for 2 hours -_-

oh and btw i seem to stare at guys nowadays.

like some retard

so while staring i walked into a payphone and a so not cute guy.

which obviously S-U-C-K-S

and a freak stepped on my foot at macs and didn't say sorry.

urgh got pissed about that cos it hurt lol

and went back at around 3 plus plus:)

i bought physics when i was buying my books online.

dumb or what.

so lucky hanwei hasn't gotten his yet so i'm selling mine to him heheh

2009-12-24T16:17:00.002+08:00

i miss you guys.

can't wait for the 27th where we'll meet again.

penang just left us 7 like, bored and hopeless.

and yes, 6 of us to a room this christmas.

really wishing time flies.

for now.

and its pretty hard to believe how we went hot guy hunting at ion yesterday.

2009-12-23T23:46:00.003+08:00

i just had to retype this shit.

damn you effing blogger.

hey, just got back from orchard.

met isabel at like 1 plus plus

after she MADE ME WAIT

hehe so she looked the same, but with cooler hair

then we walked and stuff.. from the mrt to cine

thn we had lunch which i paid for her!! damn nice right -_-

and from there we went to like far east?

i saw this pair of shoes. well 2 pairs

and i wanted to get them both.

thought of getting it?

but didn't want it at the same time cos i was friggin picky.

and isabel was swearing cos of that.

so yeah, later went to ion to search around for shoes

and yeah craved for starbucks like shit

so just had it grande styleeeee :D

so yups walked around and met audrey and the twinnies

their reaction was like WTF i so could tell like srsly.

aft that dropped isabel at the mrt station and we walked seperate ways.

walked ard and decided to go back to far east.

cos the main purpose of shopping today was to get shoes.

and the only place where i actually bothered to try on the shoes was at far east.

so yeah, haha. i had to get a freaking pair no matter what

so heck just went back to the same shop.

the twins and aud saw me try the pair and they said just get it.

cos it looked okay.. well better then the others right hanyang -_-

so ya just went to get it and walked around.

like first time i shop at far east only................

then looked at shirts and later the 4 of us were playing with sunglasses

omg even the guys can you believe it

at like ~~77 street~~ X CRAFT? to think those guys were that lame

haha but it was really fun

so yups then went out of far east and talked a bit

behind the 7 elevel cos we saw untaken chairs haha

talked for a long time and left at like 9?

actually we didn't plan to leave so early.

but there were like 2 malay mats or smth

just walking ard. and hy said they were staring at me cos it was getting obvious

like fking stalkers much?! get a total life mans

so i was freaking out and i got them 3 to leave with me

and i walked beside hy:) tallie so i was partially hidden hehe

all 4 of us kept looking back cos it was freaky

bitches.. i was so tired i needed a sear and all i got was to be freaked out

damn right.

so it was like 9 plus? and i was still scared..

after several encounters with what just happened before

so i decided to take a cab.

we took mrt to kembangan and dropped aud at her place.

then i took the same cab to my place and showed my parents my shoes -_-

mum even tried it on and they said it was pretty nice hehe

my shopping list is checked!! weehee

imma go now, can't wait for christman!

i'm so pissed off at blogger.

2009-12-22T12:51:00.003+08:00

yo yo little birdies:DD

hehe went out with aud yesterday.

headed for the new mall 313 @ somerset.

and its pretty cool, but packed.

with hidden bins-_-

bought like some dress, skirt, 3 shirts i think?

and a belt. well not much.

but you should see me in it. its like O.O

i just saw it on the shelves.

i randomly grabbed what i saw and put it on.

lol. who does that.

and fyi i bought that shit lol

had some ice cream thingy there too,

the extra i asked for nearly broke my braces while i was chewing on it.

nearly died.

oh oh i'm heading to orchard again tmr-_- with isabel.

so i hope its pretty okay hehe.

i've raised the bitchy bar up 2 levels now.

damnster.

and i've helped tits plan her birthday so i rlly feel its gonna be amazing.

well the chalet started off mirrored as nic's

but well i changed it a LITTLE hehe-_-

haha really can't wait!

sis went on some cotton on spree so i'll borrow some of her xs clothes.

well you can forget about the mediums haha

2009-12-20T21:51:00.009+08:00

i'm getting really lazy to blog nowadays.

today did major spring cleaning at home.

cleared out my p5&6 books. to think they were still even here..

cleared hell a lot of shit from the drawers.

i also gave my room a minor revamp:D

at least now i can store more things:) hehe.

went to hang up a hanger beside my full-length mirror.

pushed the cd rack to some corner so there would be more space.

hung up all my accessories so i can put them on easier before i leave my room.

if not i'd be digging the drawers to find my bracelets.

its pretty filled up but not to my satisfaction!!

isabel asked me out on wed but i'm not sure if i'm up for it.

i wanna shop, but she's buying stationery and stuff-.-"

btw i still have serious crap lying on my bedroom floor i have yet to clear up.

urgh looking at it pisses me off already..

joy's leaving for penang tmr already, well some left today:S

hehe. bon voyage :)

omg what's wrong with you anchal?

stop going to his page!

2009-12-19T18:12:00.003+08:00

went out yesterday with the girls, lt joy and joan.

went to orchard then to esplanade<33333333

thought of shopping but apparently couldn't find anything nice hahah

watched avatar and i almost killed myself during the movie

after the movie walked around and watched mongolian dancers and stuff

real flexi man

left for esplanade at like 7 plus?

stayed there and had dinner till 11:30 ahhaha

left at 11:36 (haha wtf) and went to find a cab.

couldn't get a freaking cab and swore like hell

found one at like 12:02++

reached home at 12:15

omg damnster pls? i've never gotten home this late haha.

but the time at esplanade was just great.

can't wait for the one at clarke quay!

2009-12-17T20:55:00.002+08:00

omg im bloody effing happy

i have lost 2 damn bitchy kilos!!!!!!!!

though i still feel fat i have accomplished my damn goal.

hurrah

blahblah blogging about milo is a waste of time.

just wanna say i beat me own high score there!!!

why cant i do the damn same thing during training-.-

and now i'm gonna go back to watching xiaxue

coe she's so hilarious and i have nothing better to do.

so looking forward to going out with the girls tmr:)

2009-12-09T00:31:00.003+08:00

hey, really exhausted today.

met tracy for lunch at yoshinoya.

lol, sat with grace daryl and darius.

esther then came, followed by joy and layteng.

so since there were 8, we split into 2 cabs.

so i went with grace, daryl and darius.

bowled on lanes 9 and 10.

bowled with bryan, marcus leong, huiwen and joy.

really fun!

and the girls won today(:

so many times!

finally updated my songs and my ipod has risen from its grave.

heard from bestie that the sprint world champs are coming down to ssp on thurs.

DAMNS LA I HAVE FREAKING TRAINING SHIT THIS RAH RAH RAH RAH

how i wish i was a sprinter (in like never)

but i wanna see them!!

unfair.

yups so not looking forward to training.

at all, so whatever.

hope time really flies tmr.

went to uncle sam's today with joan.

watched uncle sam bowl and ate at subway.

now they have brownies!! i didn't even know.

talked for awhile, and joan's mum dropped me off.

talked to sakinah and stacy after i got back.

sakinah's mad at me):

and stacy's friggin kewl

its fun to talk to her and haha i miss talking to her!!!!!

so glad i heard from her (yes i had to blog about it)

ahhaha, okay im good.

this is a sped up post :)

2009-12-04T23:25:00.003+08:00

well apparently i'm bored till ends meet.

so i've decided to blog yet again.

how interesting time is being wasted.

I'M DONE WITH ME REPORTIEEE

445 words fyi :)))))))

just needa decorate them pictures and i'm done:)

sent in my song and my ptr template.

first time being on task ya.

getting new ball tmr!!!

the one i've always screamed at whenever i look at it

just desperately wanting it.

hope it doesnt fail me(:

2009-12-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

guess i didn't blog in fortnights i got punished.

my background wallpaper has been taken from me.

went to MINDS today.

it was quite okay. helping people and stuff.

haha, society contribution.

and guess what, its me doing the report.

AGAIN!! so lazy to do.

guess i can't sleep on it so i might do it later.

painted my fingernails PURPLE!!

haha love them.

joy has orange!!!!

hers are so cute.

and almost all the sec 2 girls have capsule earrings!!

pretty kewt huh!!

and bestie's back!!!!!!!!

so excited to see her again when school reopens.

hope the rooming works out.

huiwen, layteng and esther seem to bitch about this particular person a lot.

seems like its getting a pretty hot topic ya.

haha, there is just too much to talk about right girls.

okay i have to catch up on my report so i'll get back and blog whenever i can :)

see ya :)

2009-11-29T14:15:00.002+08:00

hey there.
i havent blogged in like... 4 weeks?
was busy with novice, nationals and yups the bowling party.
so got first for novice and second for nationals masters.
pretty happy cos this is the first time i actually won alone.
it was always me standing at the back watching
1) tracy
2) audrey
3) layteng
4) joan
collect trophies one by one.

haha but they're always better than me:)
especially tracy:)

yups i also can't believe i cried for nationals.
haha the coaches were surprised.
okay whatever.

WELL,
the bowling party's coming up and its on in 2 days!!
i hope what we've planned is gonna be a blast.
well for the many surprises, they're a first.
some of the decos have been put up already cos we have no time to rush them out.
SAD.
so yups, but the main event will be awesome.

hope that everyone will enjoy it.
and yups, to those who have read my blog,
please bring along extra clothes, slippers and toiletries on tuesday for the party.
thankies!!

OHOH and for those who haven't paid yet, please pay on that day itself. thanks

2009-11-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

this week was pretty awesome.

alright, tests are finally over!!!!

flunked science, but moderate marks were given and i passed.

on the dottie:)

so yups pretty happy after i found out.

so my math cumulative is 66 now.

from 62 to 66 in 3 modules.

quite happy, but not good enough.

didn't meet the A math criteria.

now having problems with that.

feel like shit.

at least my bowling's better.

trained pretty hardcore today.

and cos i couldn't memorise my mtherfking PAP

i have to do 1 hour of shadow bowling on monday.

actually i knew it but i was stunned at the question.

and i had 2 PAPs.

unfair much? he didn't even hear me out, urgh *****!

that totally pissed me off.

had no bloody damn mood to bowl at all.

fking pissed off.

spare never smile.

strike never smile.

its like i had no life.

then aunty cat talked to me and asked if anything was bothering me.

OF COURSE SOMETHING FKING WAS.

but i didn't tell her, so yeah.

continued bowling, and layteng made me feel better!!

audrey, joy, esther, tracy and layteng just rocked.

they were pretty hyper today and that really made me feel so much better.

bowled quite well today cos i got my line.

though it was flat oiling, i still improved in terms of average yups.

could barely make errors so that sucked for sure.

really hope i do well tmr.

AND DARYL HAS TO STOP BEING A PESSIMIST.

i have changed after reading aunty cat's positive paragraph.

took me so long.

even sakinah thinks so.

see.

sakinahhh. says: (10:29:27 PM)

you gotta feel what its like to have confidence and break that freaky mental barrier of yours :)

even she knows im another pessimist.

BUT I'M TRYING TO CHANGE:)

wish me all the best:)

check this out.

i had to go through this everyday this week.

This was what they kept telling me.

Joy: Hot Bod

Audrey: Baby Bolster

and both sorta annoy me.

hahahaha maybe just one.

okay whatever lamer:)

2009-10-31T20:45:00.006+08:00

hey little friends of the current changing generation:)

this week has been (pretty) hardcore and sore.

finally over with my written tests!

pretty happy with it, EXCEPT FOR ENGLISH.

[duh, i'm still not over it. obvious.]

hahah, so yups, over with chinese!

next week's the major paper so i'm doing all i can.

just to get it over and done with, well.

geography test was alright, but i hope i did pretty okay.

it was a last minute sorta thing, so i have nothing to blame :S

i'm left with 3 major tests.

Chinese, Math and Science.

my math has improved! i love my tutor though i always get scolded, haha.

and i have 10 minutes to waste before i really have to study.

i just learnt something new.

lamentation should be banned especially at the academic side.

haha its the damn synonym for wailing!

i got that wrong for my test.

and navigate should be guide i guess.

waytogo. i got that thing wrong as well. i came up with 'search'.

SEARCH. SEARCH?! wtf was i thinking man!!

haha anyways its over, so just wanna focus on the remaining ones.

and yups, slept today and something retarded happened.

(wait let me reply darius on msn first-.- he practically ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ed me)

okay done. oh yesterday after training back was sore, so got mum to massage.

she gave me the idea my period was coming that's why i was sore.

nah i didn't believe it ahhaha.

so woke up and IT WAS MOTHERSCREAMING PAINFUL

yes sharp, piercing, idk what else to describe it, but it hurt that bad.

couldn't even bend.

i thought my life was happening all over again.

i even wanted to withdraw from novice(omg right especially this is something i can win)

omg hahahahah retard. then yes till just now

i realised my mum was right.

OMG WTF RIGHT!!!!!

i thought it was only cramps.

last time was shoulders, then stomach then chest.

now back!?!??!!?!? are you killing me.

plus now i have 2 ulcers.

every single time i'm gonna visit the dentist i get ulcers.

WTF MANS

haha okay imma get back to my stuff.

alexandra burke is pretty good.

she won the X-factor.

pretty much my inspiration.

because she got through it all with talent, chance and hardwork.

something i believe success can be found with.

see ya:D

oh this is a spur of the moment.

joy is the most caring roommate anyone can ever have.

she has THE biggest heart i've ever felt beat hahahahha

this year has been the best so far.

omg hahahahahha random but hey. it's true. :)

2009-10-27T13:26:00.001+08:00

this double art period is definitely a waste of time.
teach's not in class and we're just slacking off.
did my eng compo test yesterday, really satisfied with my storyline.
regretting now, my ending could've be better.
it could've been a whole lot better, and so much more than what i wrote.
this is why i am regretting............................

if i had just change that dialogue i think i would've gotten much more.
just from

".. it taught my brothers to rely on my parents for everything,
but it also taught me how to fend for myself."

to

"..it taught my brothers how to buy the paintings, but it taught me how to paint the pictures."

see how much difference that makes?
come to think of it, yes it does piss me off.
okay fine, its growing on me.
so today had chinese letter writing, i guess i did alright.
first time in my life i managed to apply phrases!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
beautiful clap clap clap for me:)
and had compre. bloody hell the synonyms were just pissifying.
felt so fustrated and disturbed trying to come up with words.
to hell with you words. to hell with you words.

and audrey's being a really good girl and making use of this free period.
she's studying. and i'm not.
and my reflection's done. hahaha not so profound english yes.
practically entirely in prose.
so yeah i guess i'm done?
i hope i can seriously post this thing.

2009-10-24T13:49:00.009+08:00

so happy, bowled 6 games, my release is so much better now:)

went to uncle sam's to re-bevel my thumbholes for virtual and hy-road.

love them so much more compared to last time.

saw sakinah's new phone i'm in love with it.

I WILL BE THE FIRST TO GRAB IT SHOULD IT COME IN BLUE

got my red glasses with david and joan yesterday too:)

had subway for dinner and we talked for like 45 mins at the table.

saw illyas there too, but he didn't see us ahhaa

(i'm like sweating right now the temperature is killing me)

oh and guess what

I SMASHED MY HEADPHONES

so now one side the ear part has broken off the connection.

so i can see hear if i put it on my head and hold the left ear part

so bloody pathetic and it broke at 12:15am in the morning yesterday,

when i was on my bed messaging how nice isn't it

i was like WTFFFFFFFFFFFF

so i hope i can get a new one later.

and how retarded, i bought 4 new skin patch packs.

i didn't realise i still had 3 in my one ball bag.

now i have 7 packs -.-"

oh and at seoul garden for c div celebration, oh that rocked.

sat with aud, layteng and kim.

ate hell a lot, kim does terriyaki(?) chicken really well.

bloody black pepper beef burned my throat with its killer spices

i kept refilling the cups for them as well ahahha.

had hell a lot of chicken especially audrey.

noodles, ice kachang which erm 4 ppl shared with a single spoon

lol. and then the ice cream wthhhh

kim forced me to eat ice cream.

2 scoops of torture with yam and mango ice cream.

she kept putting the spoon to my mouth and it never ended till we both finished it.

then challenged to finish a 1/4 of mountain dew/root beer for lays

the first time aud won COS SHE STARTED EARLY

the second time layteng kim aud and i drank the first sip and started laughing.

i choked on mine and spit it onto the table omg-.-

then got it cleared up and started to compare the layers of our tummies

hahah damn funny

went to the toilet and walked back to school.

played games with the p6s quite okay, then smtg happened.

then after that joan aud and i stayed back to do spring cleaning in the centre.

what we did (sorry my memory isn't as vivid)

1) arranged the balls according to colour and weight

2) arranged the shoes according to type and size

3) packed up the boxes beside the cupboard

4) swept the lanes, grandstand-.-(haha) and the floor

5) emptied water from the water dispenser

6) watered some of aunty cat's plants with the water

7) cleaned the consoles and tables

8) packed up david's NEAT desk

9) packed up the files neatly at the counter

10) arranged the newspapers and magazine below the table in the office

haha not bad right, aunty cat was really happy and uncle mike was grateful.

at least we did spend time at the centre helping for a reason:)

so we were offered milo by aunty cat

HAHAHHA OMG FLUFFY JUST CAME INTO MY ROOM:))))))))))))

and in the end david accompanied us to square 2 to get my glasses.

so we got free rides and defending lessons hahahahah

okay i'm gonna go take out my lenses and study.

maybe i'll go to pp to get a new set of headphones.

and did i mention,

i gave fluff a full body massage and scratch last night ahahhahaha

i realised i didn't give him enough attention so i had to do something

and i came up with the brightest idea ever:)

who would even do that?!?!?! ahahhahah:)

OH!! AND

HAPPY B'DAY JOY!!!!

ILYTTM:)

2009-10-19T10:56:00.007+08:00

hi.

went out with my mum yesterday.

went to parkway to look at skates, then went to suntec.

suntec's one was damn lame.

so i had pepper lunch, shared with mum.

then left for parkway.

I WAS FORCED TO TAKE THE BUS.

bus from home to parkway.

bus from parkway to suntec.

bus from suntec to parkway.

it was almost bus back home but i didn't want cos my skates were heavy.

and i was tired of walking, which really sucked.

got home and was so excited to use my skates.

set a path for me to skate so started trying to brake and wear out the wheels.

you should check out the brake marks on the ground haha.

so managed to accomplish my mission. (yes i have learnt from you aud)

so happy, then went down to watch this indian show with my dad and mum,

whilst waiting for my sis to get back.

i was just begging her to show me how she skates.

(on her skateboard)

seemed like a loser but she didn't really want me to see how it was really done.

HAHA TOO BAD I'M GOING DOWN TODAY

so gonna go skate with layteng and audrey later at 3:30.

joan might join us at around 5.

hope its gonna be fun, we have another mission to accomplish.

ahahhaa lamer-.-

my skates look so big-.-

and i'm a noob in it.

but its so slippery and it goes so fast hahaha

for the FIRST time ever.

FIRSTFIRSTFIRSTFIRST

FIRST TIME EVER,

i did almost all my work.

all my homework.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!??!?!?!?

except chinese, i didn't bring that back.

but all!!!, math worksheet, geog assignment, science worksheet,

and i did some of my 2 booklets of chinese revision.

this is so cool.

for once, i don't have to stay up that late on a check in night.

isn't that awesome!!!!!!!! so happie for meselfy

today's gonna be fun.

2009-10-18T13:49:00.004+08:00

okay this week was...............

someone made it lame.

some immature with practically NO GUTS

okay fine. this week was sorta fun also because of joy

sang and danced in the room as usual.

went for CL meeting and discussions with

Brittanie, Sara, Rachel, Meliana, Dion and Sakinah who joined us

but i gotta give it to her, i was dying hahaha

student retreat and cluster activies seem fun.

camp at the end of the year seems double the anticipation.

tests all coming up next week, i hope i'm okay, because i really suck at math.

crazy, and to think i still want to opt for A Math.

at least its with a proper reason, i hope i freaking get in despite my crap results

bowling was alright.

now i can smile:)

fixed some of my issues ahhahaha so happy.

had inline skating for cross training on friday.

so retarded now i like it a lot hahah.

cos i can actually turn at corners HOW COOL IS THAT

so made a deal with joan to skate every saturday after we bowl.

went to check out my new pair of glasses on friday.

david and joan helped me pick out a few, still decided on my original one.

gonna get it this friday, so cool.

hahaahha, and i want a pair of skates, my old one can't fit my (small) feet.

sis keeps going to the skatepark and abandoning me at home to rot.

at least i found something new,

i can skate A-L-O-N-E in the basement ahahhaha

watched VMA's yesterday and Lady Gaga is a weeirdo

1st outfit: she looked like a bird

2nd outfit: she looked like..... a dying bitch in blood, in need of attention

3rd outfit: someone who had a bad strawberry smoothie day

4th outfit: she looked like an eskimo

LOOK AT THAT THATS JUST WEIRD.

omg omg and kanye was such a ****** for dissing taylor on stage.

you shouldve seen, it was so embarrassing.

but i love beyonce, she was so nice.

Jay-Z and beyonce are so cute.

she was singing along to Jay-Z and alicia when they sang EMPIRE STATE OF MIND

uhuh im moving to the beat i love the chorus

gonna try and do work at home for the 3rd time this year haha.

and maybe get my pair of skates later on.

at least this minimises my time here on this electronic shit

gives me entertainment but it takes my eyes away from me)))))):

oh, and i heard my younger sis has a bf hell shit i wonder who it is or if its even true

hahaha mum says its a caucasian-.-" can u believe that-.-"

its time to fly out of procrastination planet.

2009-10-10T15:09:00.005+08:00

i just read your blog and i can relate to what you've said.

its just that people won't accept the way you are.

they want it their way and if you don't conform to it you're an outcast or just left out.

yeah i've been there.

i know what you mean.

but you know sometimes things get too far,

and you think its just you who's affected,

but you're wrong.

when you have this impression that nothing and no one can change you from becoming a better person,

you're affected both emotionally and physically.

i'm sorry but this is life and if everything goes one direction,

won't you be god already?

we have to make sacrifices and change for people.

in return, people make sacrifices for us.

that's how we live happily.

i know that's the way you are,

but you have got to understand that some people don't like the way you are.

you can either change, or stay the same.

if you change, people can accept you even better because they like you.

why would people want you to change to something bad anyway, think about it.

i can see you're stubborn and unwilling to change.

maybe that is your character already.

but don't make it seem its the end of the world just because people don't like it.

some people do, and yeah try to stick more with them.

for they are the ones who appreciate you.

it is a choice to change who you are.

its difficult, but ask yourself, is it worth it?

i forgive, but i don't forget.

what is etched can never be erased.

i am someone who forgives even if i can't for the sake of people.

i try my very best to because i know people make mistakes.

only god is perfect.

there is only 1.

so all of us are people he has created.

in return, shouldn't we try to be like him?

isn't creating a population of people just trying to differentiate those who make a difference?

try to be the one who makes the difference.

its all about choosing.

its your life, live it your way.

practically part and parcel of life,

but take this weakness as a strength for you in future.

you'll understand those in your current plight.

2009-10-10T12:53:00.003+08:00

this week was okay.

aunty cat told me my bowling improved.

okay my slide has but now i am drifting this is bad

i want to change that :)

okay had quiz and test this week.

geog test went well but er.. math was crap.

urgh i didnt even finish the quiz, first timer.

this sucks.

had cross training this week.

didn't really go so well.

but basketball was really good.

haha i shot ONE BALL INTO THE HOOP

omg first timerrrrr

daryl blocked off the other players so i had a chance to shoot.

took me forever but it was fun.

posed for the cameras as nerdy noobs in training but it was cool.

jonathan made me laugh like my voice rocked the heavens

i went crazy-.-

gotta start studying soon i have been slacking.

my results came back and i'm really happy:)

hahahah aiming to do even better next module.

see ya;D

2009-09-27T15:04:00.005+08:00

hey, this week's been really tiring.

i forgot about school but started on quadratic graphs.

gotta get my curved ruler later, lazy to attempt perfect curves-.-

about bowling, still sucked.

got damn fking pissed off on friday.

joan should know why she got pissed too.

my bowling screws up more every week.

went to bowl again on friday night with joan,

saw vincent there so just talked to him for awhile.

and on saturday. haha was freakin exhausted and wanted a bed like damn bad.

after that went home was damn moody cos i was too tired.

was watching youtube the whole day lol how retarded.

all on BIEBER how cool is that

i want to watch movies damn desperately.

i'm lacking leisure time im going insane.

lol i'm so darn lazy to do my work

later i'm also going to parkway.

gonna drag my sis to masters with me next week

cos there's no one to take down my scores ahahahahah

hope she doesn't piss me off yet again:)

MOONCAKES HERE I COME

somehow i have this temptation to leave,

but something's holding me back again.

you, my friend, are long over,

and believe me,

you ain't coming back.

2009-09-19T20:14:00.004+08:00

today was.. rather uneventful.

this morning disappointed me, i've sunken to the bottom of the pit.

i was alright with the first 2 games, it gave me high hopes of qualifying as top.

okay not till i missed 4 people at the deck.

1 person each time.

i hate those white people with pink and red necklaces.

they annoy me. they refuse to go as a group.

urgh.

okay randomly searched youtube,

heard this song, reminded me of bed by J. Holiday.

R&B Soul again, one of my faves.

the song made my knees weak and i knew it was it, haha.

as in literally my knees were weak, whilst reading the lyrics.

i'm so demoralised after reading janelle's lit work,

and looking at my own.

seeing how much it sucks makes me thing i'm not cut out for it.

and sometimes i think back and wonder if i'm not made to do what i am doing.

maybe i just don't realise it.

whatever it is, its too late to go back.

life goes forward and i think i should too.

i don't know what i'm living for.

i really think this is it for me.

2009-09-18T21:09:00.002+08:00

this week was hell of a shit week.

was so stressed out cos i had 2 tests on a day.

plus my speech and another test on another day.

had barely any time to study.

only trained like twice and had no morning training.

but lucky me, or i'd be really exhausted.

and i managed to pull through.

went for colours award today collected team award.

took some pictures, left with joan to take pictures.

bowling league tmr. hope i bowl well.

2009-09-13T00:00:00.001+08:00

hey:D

now im finally free to post somethin

its 11:28:17

how cool.

its late at night and i'm well.. supposed to be sleepin

here's smth good to hear i just realised that hanwei DOES check the internet.

he tagged on his gf's tagboard, AWESOME RIGHT

what a shocker.

heres my homework to be completed for the "holiday"

noticed how i inverted the damn word, ITS NOT EVEN ONE

okay here i shall start:)

*scrambling for journal*

1. Science Project (1 week to go)

2. Geog assignment (due monday)

3. Chinese compre (due monday)

4. Memorise Shylock's speech (of amazing 691 words also referred to a crazy 10 paragraph killer which i think i have to present on friday or something)

5. 18 math questions on linear equations or whatever (due wed)

6. complete english compre on some muslim thingy (due mon)

7. complete history source based questions (due wed)

8. study for history test next wed (IM SO DEAD)

9. practice for math test

10. chinese reflection (due last tues)

OH LOOK AT THIS SHORT LIST

out of 10, i'm done with

2, 6 and 10..

bleedy pathetic.

and deducting those 3, im left with

1. Science Project (1 week to go)

2. Chinese compre (due monday)

3. Memorise Shylock's speech (of amazing 691 words also referred to a crazy 10 paragraph killer which i think i have to present on friday or something)

4. 18 math questions on linear equations or whatever (due wed)

7. complete history source based questions (due wed)

8. study for history test next wed (IM SO DEAD)

9. practice for math test

okay im a real bad procrastinator.

yesterday was the worst night of my life, had to let everything out.

i just got to know something.

okay so i guess i'm okay already, just hanging on.

so glad everything's back to normal already,

wanna get back to school, but i dont wanna run at all.

HATE RUNNING

come, come with me.

we'll watch the sun set just for the two of us.

2009-09-11T11:38:00.002+08:00

shit science project is so going down damn it.

so much homework to do but no time.

damn the u18 man had to stay there THE WHOLE DAY

no time to do hmwrk ok so bye weekends

hahahahah im anticipating My World's release.

HAHA SAKINAH IM GETTING THAT NANINANIPOOPOO

THATS THE ONLY ALBUM im practically getting

and its pretty true that girls all over the world love justin.

even my sis does, so sakinah he aint urs hahaa

my foot's numb right now damn it.

later going back to the alley to watch stepladders.

ytd totally had no mood to eat anything,

only drink water.

people thought i had problems omg-.-

haha slept at 11 okay imma go grab a little something to eat.

2009-09-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

ME LOVES JUSTIN.

omg i'm like obsessed.

haha this weekend went for nic and darius' chalet.

the entire thing was fun and of course, bonded.

especially for the 2 couples they sure did hahaha

lol had barbeque and watched G-Force(omg boring)

came back at 12 this afternoon, slept for i think almost 3 hours?!

some freak wrecked my morning beauty sleep.

lol k i shall go drown myself in my music.

i'm coming for ya,

2009-09-01T14:05:00.003+08:00

O H M Y S H I T.

MY SCIENCE PROJECT IS DUE IN A WEEK.

WE HAD 2 MONTHS.

WE ARE CRAMMING IT ALL IN THE LAST WEEK.

THIS IS THE END OF MY GRADES.

shittttttttttttttttttt i still hope that it can be saved.

or i'm really a goner.

this is so the end of me!!!!!

okay i have to chill. really chill.

went to primary school on sat.

met so many teachers hahaha they still remember meeeee

wheeheehee

then i gave my flowers with individual letters attached to them.

lol i saw my teacher the second time and she was like

"i read your letter and i was about to cry!! thanks so much!!!"

i'm like no problem:)

i even exchanged numbers with one of them, haahh she wanted to go out.

so cute la, joan and audrey kept laughing!

hahaha the school is so freaking hot and its so easy to get lost.

*actually we sort of did hahahha*

so one teacher was sick, put it on her desk. hehe.

and and after that followed my sis to parkway.

her group was so damn bloody noisy pls, like so mainstream. ew.

cannot take it lah, i kept pulling her by her belt.

so they lost us, we found them, they lost us, we found them again.

and this time we didn't bother anymore.

had lunch at swensens and left to take mrt to harbourfront.

reached there and lost audrey.

saw darius and we(joan and i) walked with darius to vivo.

saw aud outside candy empire and i was like wtf?!

went in to buy candy and after that bought movie ticks.

after that went to sentosa side and waited for twins, darren and layteng.

played luge and stuff.

then played in the sea.

actually many weren't allowed cos of superstitions,

but in the end it was so fun they ended up joining us.

omg and this woman

was wearing a bikini.

there was a huge wave and like one side of her bikini kena.....

then darius saw but didn't tell me till i whispered in his ear haha

then i was like omg and audrey and hanwei turned around and started laughing.

she was like all over her boyfriend so like it was even funnier.

after that went to catch the proposal.

the ending was really good, i loved the male lead in th show.

really cute and sweet, ahaha.

and btw im still freaking out over my science project.

went to have dinner at kfc after the movie.

8 of us.

so left at like 10:30?

reached back at 11 plus. it was really late,

so didnt dare take bus back. cos of the gangsters-.-

ahhahah and i was scared. so took cab.

thanks jav for talking to me till i got home:)

that really helped.

hahah cos bedok was the last stop amongst joan and audrey.

got back, changed brushed teeth and went to sleep. :)

got up today at like 1:35 plus?!?! ahhaha i slept before 12 yesterday pls.

omg im really lacking hell a lot of sleep.

twins, lt and audrey, kim, joan, oh and darren. and darius,

thanks for yesterday, kept my day occupied. and fun:DD

2009-08-30T10:47:00.003+08:00

this week. uh i sorta forgot about everything.

had my communal reading on tuesday.

practiced over and over and over again with joy.

we played with walking styles as the communal reader walked.

laughed like crazy.

somehow i kinda freaked myself out and joy had to sleep with me for 2 nights.

thanks so much:D

went to measure blouse, skirt and put size down for the school blazer.

taking colours award for the lower sec girls team.

on wed had monday's timetable, so the day was longer.

was given shylock's speech as an assignment.

i already love my starting.

read about 3 different essays, and helped 2 people with them.

so i have a pretty much detailed speech to write on now :D hehe.

on wed night, jav tried helping me with math on the phone.

okay so we talked for 1 and a half hours.

ended up not doing anything.

i couldn't even get a shit, and math was killing me.

so we met on thurs morning and he explained it to me.

hahaha, took him like an hour to teach me 4 questions?

okay i got a little bit, but i don't get it all.

he can be my free tutor now. -.-

now i have like i dont know how many people helping me with math.

jav, joy, audrey, the math teacher itself, and my math tutor.

how is that-.-

had math quiz on friday, did okay for it because of joy:D

she worked with me till about 12 plus.

i'm really grateful.

and had staff day celebration on friday.

it was alright, then went to train.

haha i realised my starting of the first block of games is improving.

so happie:D but then my realease starts to screw up and yeah.

so gotta work on that, and i need a freaking new ball.

yesterday went to bowl ssleague at chevrons.

took cab there with joan, reached like almost on time.

bowled a 197, 15 something 14 something.

so depressing.

i was standing at 22 i threw it at 12 the thing still crossed.

the last frame of my 3rd game i didn't give a damn

i just used my spare ball and threw it.

first shot solid strike, haha so happy.

then after that 9 miss. hell shit that.

so depressing.

after that hung around for awhile, talked to samuel!!

omg so cute, haha.

then joan's parents came, fetched me and we went to IMM for lunch.

had salmon with rice, it was nice.

but so freaking filling.

i always waste food, i have a huge spare tyre but a small appetite.

man. what is that-.-

walked around tried to find gifts and stuff.

but to no avail-.-

so went back, lay on the bed and fell asleep.

woke up at like what, 7:45?

replied message, had about 3 spoons of dinner and done.

lol went back up, used comp.

then _, so ya.

also wrote testimonials for my primary school teachers.

i think you can freak looking at my draft-.-

hella lot of words man.

hahahaha im writing to the discipline mistress and the principal again.

last year i did one but i wrote it out, this year i've got it type-written wheehee.

yesterday was the start of my road to victory.

i know i will win this.

i'm hanging on.

2009-08-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

this week, a lot of undisclosed information was unveiled.
shocked and surprised for some of them, many of which i did not expect.
haha, okay had hip hop class this week.
we had another routine, cos sam wasn't there, so some other guy came in.
i like the new choreography so much more :)
ran in the morning twice.

got my award on tuesday:)
and i won spelling bee.
but in return i only had 5 hours of sleep the night before.
thanks joy, amira and audrey for helping me remember the words;)
slacked like hell during training.
resulting in all of us not bowling games on friday.

taught joy how to rap, haha.
resulting in me sleeping for 4 hours!!!
i was dying in gym i felt like throwing up.
but lucky i pulled through:)
went for the soccer match on friday and i finally understood the thrill of the game.
its at the freaking goalpost-.-
haha but its quite fun except for carina sitting beside me-.-
she kept following my pose like omg

out of the many revealed secrets,
there are some which i can't forget.
i need to let it out.

music here i am, get ready.
i'm going to get lost in you.

2009-08-15T22:26:00.001+08:00

okay this week was really fun.
learned something from david this week.
studied for tests i'm proud of myself.
but i'm disappointed with my geog results.
sigh. on friday i went insane.
in the bus on the way to the padang,
we had to sing.
at first we picked i'm yours.
but then the guys went before us and they sang that-.-
so we took knock you down.

haha thankies joy for clapping:)
and to layteng and joan for singing too ahaha
it was fun and i did my rap part:)
unfortunately or supportively i should say
some people were shouting DJ MUTHUUUU in the background.
i was like at the brink of laughing/forgetting the lyrics
but its for fun so who cares.

haha at the padang there was loud music. omg.
me=loud music / me=crazy me
so i was dancing like mad and all of them were just standing there and staring
at me.
so yeah, haha i didn't give a shit and continued. woohoo i had fun:)
then some of the boys were high and so did the girls
me=starter and i'm happy about that, hehe

this week was really fun.
and and, i went for a haircut. its expensive,
but i really like it hehe
it still looks the same but i love it;)
i am going insane over racerbacks.

2009-08-08T19:02:00.004+08:00

i like this video.

2009-08-07T08:48:00.003+08:00

okay, went to malaysia for 4 days 3 nights.

it was pretty fun, with "a little" lecturing here and there.

the bus trips were the most amazing.

and one part of the themepark which involved darius.

and the damned water ride, where he slipped,

and his left foot + stupid slipper ended up on the left half of my face.

and where it stung my cheeks and numbed my skin on my cheekbone.

should be a very detailed info on what happened during the ride, haha.

everyone slept on the way to Malacca.

but we only slept half the journey coming back.

the other half was hell.

bet you can't imagine me screaming at my loudest into an ear.

ahahaha, i know jav would faint but i'm waiting for that day.

and we disturbed esther and everything.

played with huiwen and layteng also.

coach thomas was busy snapping shots of us.

taped one of them when we(audrey and i) were attacking esther.

you should see it in frames (g.o.s.h)

okay came back at around 11 after having dinner with joan and her dad.

having roll-off today. like 8 games.

yesterday bowled on world-class lanes at Malacca,

52-lane alley, awesome shit.

but my bowling was shit.

so i'm worried today.

i think i still might want to use my pathetic virtual on 38ft.

cos the damn thing is drilled to skid.

i don't know what i'm doing-.-

i have a report to write, an essay, practice on my communal reading,

learn the spelling bee, read acts 3 & 4 of MOV

just all the best to me and my head, its time to move on now.

2009-08-07T08:16:00.006+08:00

sakinah,

I’m a really complicated person on the inside, and you, being able to understand my difficulties and try to even help me is something I do not take for granted. I miss you. To the end of the world. I miss you waving to me everytime I see you in school, I miss you screaming at me, your laugh and everything else. And I have to say yes to this. Even though we fight, I know we will get back and everything will be okay. All these fights help to tell us both that we don’t really know each other well yet. But, I’m taking it in my stride, and I gotta say, it isn’t easy, but its worth it. Because you are worth it. And even though we don’t talk much in school, at least we still have the chance to. Sorry if I don’t seem to appreciate or talk to you much when you come into my room at times, its because I have loads of work to complete and every school week adds on more stress and pressure to my current life. Sorry I did not let you know you meant this much to me.

2009-08-02T12:26:00.002+08:00

i'm still thinking of what happened yesterday.

me. is. living. in. a world. of. fear.

okay so i'm gonna pack up for the trip tmr,

gonna SIT WITH AUDREY

and room with audrey and joanie

i hope lah, but for the bus its aud:)

My Daymare.

2009-08-01T22:43:00.004+08:00

this week is hell hectic.

well for me): since i procrastinate A LOT.

did my PCR test, had study in the morning,

so got a few pointers from layteng and audrey.

in the end it was an open book, i scored a 7 out of 10.

then gave $2 to the school to run staff day, haha.

on tuesday had chinese module test, stayed up till late (again)

to study the words. Went for the nutritional talk thing, boring.

but learnt how to calculate our carb needs, haha.

studied a bit of chinese during it as well, had help from layteng too.

audrey had fever and left school the previous night at around 11.

sucks. so ended up with 61 for my test, not bad, i improved, haha.

went to ms foo's again.

studied history, i was dying.

this time tracy joined.

on wed had my history module test, i hope i score high:D

then idk how the shit i realised i had a damn lump on my throat.

so during lunch called mum and told her, dad called boarding.

had to talk to _ there, (%$$%^& annoying, pissed me off.

call me irresponsible.

like i wanna have a lump, you try having one, bitch.

went to the doctor, got antibiotics, had lunch and went back.

like today i checked it looks like a damn huge ulcer, it hurts so bad.

on thurs, had my math module test, omg it was so difficult.

and i flunked it. like 13half over 34 or 36.

so bad, its on algebra, i totally forgot everything.

and had chinese, ms lai gave us compo, she let me use my previous one,

so i used the same idea and rewrote another one.

time dragged till 2:30 so had no time to go to ms foo's.

reached the room at 3 and played monopoly with joline.

haha, score 2-1 [i'm 1):]

wait till you hear how last min i am.

had study in the morn on friday, requested by LT.

did my geog homework given to me a week ago,

studied a bit of geog.

did my chinese letter writing after school.

then before training i wanted to pass it to her,

she has no locker-.- and she wasn't in her homeroom.

omg): then had bowling test.

finished mine in 2 mins, 14 questions.

easy, and i swapped finger insert with finger hole,

or i could have gotten 100% how sad.

"...and mine a sad one." haha you should know where that's from :)

so yups after eng, mrs tan asked me to do next month's communal reading.

i'm scared haha, but i said okay i'll try.

and mrs lu signed up my hiphop class for staff day. omgeesh

i'm one luckie girl right.

haha, so yeah, and another essay writing, lol i wanna try again.

try so many times then i the end also never win

so difficult, my stories bore people.

so had training, played 6 games.

nice right this time i didnt get last place

bowled with darren, joy and grace.

nice people, i'm lucky.

so training ended at 8:30,

called a cab and went for dinner with joan at the esplanade.

met her mum and went to eat sushi, omg i was so full.

walked around, hugged a statue(lol) then sat down and talked to joan at the steps.

can you believe it i actually slept there, till joan's mum called her.

she called me 2x and i didn't hear her, haha i was so tired.

went back, saw her bro and his friend.

then her parents fetched me back, reached at like 1 plus?

haha, so didn't go for breakfast* again, too tired.

*secret:D

hhaa, joan came over at like 1 then we left for tampines.

to look for my bag or shoes which i was despo to find.

went to tampines 1, century, tampines, don't have.

so took the mrt to orchard.

went to wisma, ion, far east, pacific plaza, still cannot find.

at least we got our souvenirs at far east the lady was really nice,

gave us discount:D

then took the mrt to raffles place.

supposedly to go to raffles city, but we ended up in some deserted place.

the floor was so slippery so began skating ahha

asked the guard there he said stop at city hall.

okay we we wasted hell a lot of time.

went to city hall and went to billabong.

tried on _ like 5 times and kept swapping, ahhahahah

then bought it and we looked for roxy.

all the roxys are closing down):

then city hall was so damn crowded, so took to raffles place,

in hope to avoid the crowd.

so i got off and went to the other side.

end up i took to marina bay, so i took back.

then at raffles a swap.

i got a seat yay me.

then the next stop some indian lady ask me if can give up my seat for the old man,

i say yup sure so i stand (again) haha but its ok

then messaged joan and dropped off at bedok

okay this is the damn interesting part

okay i just get off then i walk out,

then i reach bus 16 the pick up place, then all the mainstreamers there,

they like gang like that then i felt scared.

then when i walking at the railing there they lean back like wanna purposely fall back

make me even more scared, i had to lean to the right to walk past them

omg then they keep looking at me, i was so scared,

then i sit down, unable to think peace.

then after i got off some guy wave.

i ignore, he wave again omg so scary

they keep looking at me and i was alone it was like 9:40pm!??!

like they gonna either rob or kill me leh

i hope i never get this stuff again i was hell shit terrified

when i saw them at the bus waiting i was already scared,

what more make me feel so uneasy.

at least no need to wave right!!!!!!

then i call joan and tell her she can even think its funny leh

wtf?!?!?!?!? i got damn scared alone.

i'm bleedy shit lucky they never came to me or i'm gonna faint there.

shits now i live in fear.

someone help rescue my heart.

2009-07-25T21:06:00.003+08:00

I am building a fire, and every day I train,

I add more fuel. At just the right moment,

I light the match.

-- Mia Hamm

2009-07-24T23:44:00.007+08:00

this week was hella hectic.

did science test on monday.

mr T included Genetic Engineering which he didn't go through with us,

so he deducted like 3 marks, so now its over 12 instead of 15.

on tuesday, the picture which i edited till 2am, (the one with the globe),

we came in first for the comp! how cool:D

during eng, we presented our last-minute project.

i stayed up till like 12 plus completing the project.

checked my marks today we have 21/30 in total!

pretty good, thanks to my t.h.e.s.a.u.r.u.s. her comments were

"able to use different words to summarize presentation"

haha not bad, to think i actually remembered the actual word :p

heard i got 6/20 for science, omg i was so depressed.

last-minute again.

i'm world's best procrastinator. shit me, i hate me for that.

went to study at ms foo's haha, she helped with lit! :DDD

so i had 9 summaries as homework-Act 2.

did, one on the first day, rushed through the day before the deadline.

on wed, joan had fever, so needed to skip gym training.

so safety, audrey and tracy had to skip too.

then my cramps got worse, shit it, so told mr Q then stopped.

7:30 go back, i lay down for awhile, then showered.

went to ms foo's again after school, this time kelvin joined-.-

so ms foo did a dry-run of her presentation, haha hope i can speak as well as her

i'm getting the hang of speaking in middle english and its getting fun :)

for training, we had theory on wed and thurs, which meant no bowling.

wed we just had to get the concept of CG and pin placement.

pin in or pin out ball all that, then he left me with a question.

okay i got the answer wrong first.

on thurs, after thinking i got it right!

omg i was glad, so explained it to grace, joy and some others also.

i was already PMSing then Daryl like insulted jaris and i got worked up

lol i shouted at him, its like i went crazy at that moment -.-

then we had like 20 mins left to bowl, but we had to keep repeating warmups

till it was like 9:05 and we had to pack up.

today for gym did squats and lunges, with weights.

omg my quadraceps are crying now yes they are, i'm going to suffer tmr morning

did theory and watched a documentary on Rain's success during training hours.

inspirational, and yep i did learn something from it.

had some song contest, haha, mine surely won't win shit it

bowled 5 games, total of 1065 pinfalls,

hahahaha the lane had so many problems:D

leave one pin the moniter also register as strike;D

like the second time in my life i had 4 in a row,

then the 5th one was a fake strike, how depressing.

even worse i missed the pocket on the 5th.

and 6th. lol okay forget it, but i ended up with 244:D

packed up, completed the survey and left the alley at 8:30.

went to clarke quay, omg the place is awesomez

i wanna go there again:DDD

reached home at like 11+ gonna do the ball labeling on my comp,

and zzz:))))))

nice right, i'm chosen for the spelling bee comp thing, how nice.

now i have extra things to study and remember!!!!!!!!!

goodlucktomeD:

hell, my sis' classmate is sleeping over. damn this shit.

2009-07-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

okay, today woke up at 8:15, forced myself to get out of bed.

haha, it was fun today, talked for quite some time too.

uncle sam would only be at the shop after 3

so went for lunch with Joan at macs.

omg i saw a beetle volkswagen. okay fine i saw 3 today.

yellow, PINK and white.

omg the pink one was so freaking cute!!!!!!!!!!!

it had like eyelashes on the headlights omg now i want it more!!!!!!!!!!

the driver definitely loves pink. pink ipod, pink diary, pink bear.

i definitely looked into her car:D

after that took a cab to kallang leisure park.

watched obsessed. omg that girl from the movie is a real stalker.

tell me about it, you should check out the cat fight.

g.o.s.h

but the cinema was so pathetic, there were like 7 people?!

haha, but it was pretty okay.

the movie ended at 3 plus,

bought biscuits and walked out to cab back to Marine Bowl.

but joan's mum happened to be there, so she picked us up.

she was quite upset, so didn't say much.

Jerome kept making me laugh omg-.-

he was talking to a brochure with an ugly clown.

haha i tried to stop laughing.

so went to the shop, drilled hy-road and spare ball.

i was supposed to get the AMF one.

damn it, its the only one is singapore, then its 14.5 after drilling.

so it'd be heavier. so took my cosmos.

haha at least i think i'm confident with it.

then talked to uncle sam,

i was like going to cry there omg-.-

then uncle sam kept telling me not to worry about everything.

i have seriously no idea how many times he told me to stop worrying/sighing.

things are really screwed,

things are stopping me from going all out.

i've thought of options, joan mentioned a really good one.

someone's going to voice it out and this time, i promise, no holding back.

can you believe it? i've even thought of..

forget it, i don't want to sigh for the next 2 years and 5 months to come.

2009-07-17T23:25:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Jav:)

okay so this week was pretty filled with birthdays.

Tues: Nigel

Wed: Kevin

Thurs: Coach and Ilma

Today: Jav

Tomorrow: Sis.

haha the birthday song is now hip.

Lol-.-"

so learnt something new for math,

and mrs lu helped me when she came into my room, haha i feel honoured.

ms shaun helped for math!!!!!!! <3

then next week,

joan and i will be personally going for extra classes every tuesday to thursday.

how super on are we:D

haha, all for the 15 points right, joanie!(:

dad wants me to take geog, but i don't know if i should take Lit.

dilemma, hello):

talked to ms shaun about it too, she further explained about it, haha

after talking to ms shaun, she requested we(joan and i) take 3 pictures for racial harmony.

got the help from all the girls:D and i did so i'll upload them here.

can you imagine,

on a school night,

sleeping at 2:15am just because of edting 3 pictures.

haha but it paid off, cos :)

so yups they turned out pretty alright, the mentors are really happy, i am too.

next tuesday we have to bring our ethnic costumes.

the coaches mentioned to us we have to take it seriously, so haha too bad joan!

so yups, helping joy joan and audrey bring suits if i have it.

and for audrey the freaking binchi which is pronounced bindhi or smtg.

so yups i want to wear a cheongsam lol-.- with chopsticks in my hair, so cool.

its so chinese like-.-

haha, and today stayed back at the alley till like almost 9pm??

so yup, talked to coach thomas, helped jaris convert his song,

sent our songs to coach thomas, and we started gossiping.

haha omg i looked at the pictures, fell onto the floor, laughed till i cried.

then joan's mum fetched me back, really appreciate it.

came back dad annoyed me had no appetite to eat,

till Remy brought the plate up to my room, no choice.

had it, then dad wanted to talk to both my sis and i.

sat there and stone and whatever, now i'm back here.

i think i'm going to watch Harry Potter tmr, omg emma here i come:D

i'm going for the girl, she's so pretty!

*envious

should be drilling my spare ball tomorrow together with hy-road.

today my bowling was how screwed,

virtual is like my (ex:D)dry zone, how pathetic.

haha okay i think i gotta go already, converting more songs now.

hope to blog again soon.

2009-07-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

school was pretty crazy this week.

stayed up till 1:30am to finish up my work.

slept at like 12 the next night.

amazing isn't it.

set my alarm wrong once, couldn't wake up once.

i have to give it to joy for helping me with my stuff,

for waking me up and duh, dancing with me at 1:15 in the morning.

jav did help with a little bit of algebra but haha i couldn't concentrate

kept talking with the girls almost every night, could barely do my work.

training this week was alright,

did foul line drills once for 2 hours.

using darren's 14 pound.

so aunty cat asked to up to 14, and i did.

she also asked to get blue dot or maxim, but then uncle sam didn't have.

coach thomas said i could get anything so i was okay with Sakura.

lol at least i like the purple-.-

the sure line was too dull-not nice, hehe.

so i got my virtual, and uncle sam planned my arsenal for me today, lol.

so i'm hoping to get it soon,

though i still have to use my 13 for the time being.

did my ball specs sheet and whatever, and bought tapes and other things.

going out tmr with family to get stuff for school.

wanted to watch obsessed with aud but she didn't confirm so nah,

i backed out.

hehe harry potter opens july 16th i'm really looking forward to it:D

school's gonna kill me yet again when i get back, lots of homework to complete.

lucky they're either due on tues or the following days, all the best to monday.

2009-06-30T19:05:00.002+08:00

haha HARDWORKING ME:D

i woke up at 8:50 as usual-.-

to take temp, then sent uncle mike the message,

and went to start my day. turned on my comp,

went to get breakfast, had cake and chuckie milk!!!!!!!!!!

haha, then continued where i left of on Merchant of Venice yesterday.

after that went to watch all Mr Lau's science videos,

then downloaded the science assignment,

did it and uploaded it back into the dropbin.

then finished up 3 history sources, and packed up my table.

NOW YOU CAN ACTUALLY SEE THE WOOD.

nice right?

and now i'm left with 3 pages of math, fractions.

way.to.go.

so i've finished up 3 english assignments,

1 chinese assignment,

1 science assignment,

3 history assignment (one from the holidays)

in 2 days. im proud of myself:D

haha im so happy ms shaun said i was so driven by home studying:D

hahaha, okay off i am now, to bathe, and to have dinner, and to sleep.

2009-06-29T22:50:00.001+08:00

i have been given lit homework.

jonathan and i are in the S.A.M.E class.

i have 3 parts.

he has one part.

out of the 3 i have to rephrase act 1 scene 1 of Merchant Of Venice.

He doesn't.

I am so jealous, but i thank the thesaurus.

It is helping me loads.

I try not to use it as often as if defeats the purpose,

but i suppose its something i can since he doesn't have it!!!!!!!!!!

LIFE.

IS.

UNFAIR.

ESPECIALLY.

MINE.

2009-06-29T09:49:00.008+08:00

okay this is so freaking boring.

right now its 9:49 and i'm having my breakfast.

the rest are in school have chinese. haha.

i'm so damn freaking bored!

watched the longshots, and picture this.

one starring ice cube and keke palmer,

another starring ashley tisdale and robbie amell(omg handsome!)

haah, so i'm gonna laze like hell today.

so damn damn damn boring.

i think maybe i might start packing for school or maybe even packing up my desk.

you have to see it.

its like a rubbish dump i put things wherever i can find space.

haha maybe it is time to clear up my junkies.

THERE ARE 599 CASES OF H1N1 IN TOTAL NOW.

HELL.

AND

OUT OF THE TOP 10 SONGS,

ONLY TWO ARE NOT SUNG BY MJ.

HE HAS DOMINATED THE CHARTS,

JUST LIKE BEFORE.

2009-06-28T11:43:00.003+08:00

haha sad.

today everyone's checking in! ):

i want to check in as well! but i'm stuck at home.

or maybe not *cheeky smile*

-.-" so yup had lots of fun yesterday :) thankies.

and kim should be checking in tmr, lol.

but at the same time i miss 2 tests,

and i have more time to complete my given homework.

haha now i don't even have to do any since i'm missing history.

lucky me right.

haha sian-.-

so i guess i'm giving all the girls something now. lol.

made up my mind (well almost)

my friday is gonna be super pathetic.

i check in, in the morning at like 6 plus? -.-

i have to wake up at like 5. shit this.

so i take a cab (my driver got fired wtfff)

and i go to school with my books for that day,

school bag, one training attire and my bowling bag.

pathetic isn't it!!!!! and i go home on that day itself.

wtffffffffffff, my quarantine only ends on 2nd july at 23:59

wtf why so accurate one?!?!?!?!?!

i thought i could check in on like wed. or thurs.

and it had to be friday!!!

and i'm gonna be studying on the edulearn portal.

what is that?!!?!?!?!?!?!

urgh and my bowling now is !@#$%^&*

don't bother saying anything, i've only bowled like 3 times in June.

2 days - training, 1 day - kallang teenage challenge

and haha everytime i take pics i'm damn bloody fat.

its random but its true i'm so saddened by that

and you know i'm like so freaking fat-.-

i go take my weight its bloody 4 _kg

that's a damn shocker-.- considering my fats

i couldn't believe it cos i have a spare tyre

see how fat i am!?!??!!?!?! but the weight doesn't show it

i'd rather it be the other way this is so saddening):

sian. okay i'm going to be wasting my life soon

and i have a dental appointment this thurs.

i don't know what rubber bands i should use now.

cos not many ppl saw my pink rubber bands.

maybe i'll take violet or light blue.

haha i think light blue:D

ily sean paul:D

2009-06-25T19:11:00.002+08:00

after what seemed like eternity,

i have arrived to the land of suffering!

hehe the land of unbearable heat.

so yeah, well i'm really happy to be back.

Joy has been loyal to me.

mailing me, and audrey, joan and layteng have been missed by me.

not forgetting the rest, bestie who is in g.r.e.e.c.e. and joy as well.

hahahah, should be checking in next thurs after the quarantine is like over-.-"

messaging the screamer right now.

hehe wonder if they've changed their looks.

and normally i scream for ilma if she's on a winning streak.

sian, i'm not sure if i can do it or not.

maybe this time if i don't she can win first place:)

haha who knows:)

oh well didn't get anything at the airport.

hoping i can actually shop before i get back to school.

but i have to be freaking home quarantined, damn it.

and and i'm so happy to leave that filthy house.

now that i'm out of it im loving it here be it 31 degrees right now.

haha, told my parents about everything,

my sis cried, i broke into tears, but mine went away.

(held them back) hahahah. so yeps, can't wait to check back in.

hope they don't think i have H1N1

oh haha, you know the symptoms are

1) chills

2) nausea

3) dizziness

4) vomiting

5) high fever

6) diarrhoea

7) fatigue

8) body aches

9) cough

10) sore throat

haha i had 1 to 7 when i got to US

scary huh

lucky i didn't get the others.

my damn body does ache from the MINI SEATS

after 16 hours of sitting in the plane. damn those seats.

but im good:) healthy and without strength ahha

and total we only spent like 300 bucks in the states

crap it? so wasted. hahahha, okay wanna go play alchemy already

(audrey its not my maid remember that)

PS: sorry maniar.

haha, i'm pretty alright with school.

i wanna go back cos i miss my friends,

don't wanna go back cos i'm still in a shopping mood, haha.

2009-06-23T14:46:00.003+08:00

its almost midnight.

gonna be the 23rd very soon,

my flight's at 1:05am, so we're gone in 24 hours.

and bet they want us out of here even earlier,

so do we.

hope we can leave for the airport real early,

and they can leave us there.

nah uh i'm so not ever gonna come back again.

lol.

i hope i can pick up some stuff at the airport,

cos unfortunately,

we weren't able to go out today,

so just stayed in the room the entire day.

got scolded damn badly,

cos my cousins lied to my aunt we talked behind her back,

so she got furious, almost killed my sister.

while i was pretending to sleep in the room.

yes, which they certainly barged in to check if i was faking.

so yup it was really hell today, even she wants us out.

urgh dreading this place even more by the minute!

hope time really does us a favour and pass so much faster.

sakinah's in greece already, hope she's having a much better time.

she sure is:)

PS: JOY YAP. YOU HAVEN'T RETURNED MY MAIL.

2009-06-22T16:22:00.003+08:00

haha im so touched ppl actually read this blog (according to joy)

and ph:) and huiwen:) hehe iluall

so after a week of hell in this shithole

i'm leaving in 2 days!!!!

and i finally remembered to get the girls stuff,

so i'm hoping i can make one last trip to the mall (if possible)

i'm really hoping, i already got smth, but i don't think its enough.

ahhah thankies generous me:)

and btw i went to the beach today!!!!!!!!!!

it was damn awesome.

okay gonna upload pics into blog like after i get back,

gonna blog a whole load of crap when i get back, i hope :)

so can't wait to check in,

got updates from me roomie, bestie, friends, and everyone :)

including uncle mike david and ms shaun. lols -.-

so yeah thanks guys :D

and im coming back soon!!!

hahah time will fly

2 whole days, okay minus the fact its 1:26am here on the 22nd

we're 15hrs behind so yup

i'm checking in on the 2nd july.

i really miss all of u guys, really looking forward to seeing all of you soon :D

I MISS EATING RICE):

2009-06-20T12:19:00.002+08:00

i hate this fucking place.

i hate everything here.

i hate this house.

i hate my cousins.

i hate all the people i'm staying with.

i hate my sister.

i hate this state.

i hate where i am right now.

all i want is to be on the next flight home to singapore,

~~with my sister's mouth ripped off and left in this house,~~

~~never to be taken back to singapore.~~

~~drag her to hell.~~

all i want is to get out of this house.

and to never see the people staying here ever again.

2009-06-20T06:24:00.002+08:00

haha okay i'm back :)

went to the mall yesterday.

SCREAMING THERE RIGHT, JEALOUS RIGHT.

haha no shopped for 9 hours, didn't get much.

they have pretty awesome stuff over there,

bought more bracelets and S.M.A.C.K.E.R.S.

and yeh i can't get enough i'm placing my orders online for more.

i have 17 plus one my sis gave to me, plus plus the many more i have at home.

bought wire bracelets, rope bracelets, some peace bracelet -.-

well yeah, and a braces shirt, hehe so cute

i wanted to buy a prisoner (convict) shirt.

damn they didn't have it in my size, sian.

it had like the number, plus orange in colour, nice manz.

and i'm thinking of getting more gelaskins? pretty nice ones.

but the problem is that they take a long time to ship over, so yeah.

can you believe it, i couldnt find nice bags, shoes and wallets.

check it man, thats so.. unbelievable.

i went to hollister.

the shirts were nice, some were on sale.

like omg? cannot fit. no size. too big.

shiet, knn then i couldnt buy anything.

and they don't really have much nice food to eat at the mall.

lol, i'm being realistic, you can go see for yourself.

Westridge Mall. Oakridge.

nothing manz.

actually wanted to go to target to get more smackers.

but but had a lot already.

hehe i have skittles smelling lip gloss.

BEAT THAT :p and one that smells of sprite.

they had some which smelt of chocolate and stuff,

but yeahhhh... i want to buy Kiss Of Colour.

they didn't have it -.- omg.

jen sells it but i think i'm just gonna order it online, haha.

sorry no support ://

i'm pretty addicted to the song echo, gonna change my lame blog song.

sucks now. slept at 2:45am yesterday.

got up at 1:45pm today.

and we have 4 days to practically W.A.S.T.E away

cos my aunt is falling sick and one of my cuz is really sick now

and they think i passed it to them,

how about that.

and the snuck in food, uhuh we don't know how to deal with that

lol okay i gotta pack up,

and clear my stuff.

gonna search the web,

maybe i'm gonna do online shopping when i get back :)

see ya when i see ya :)

2009-06-18T07:23:00.004+08:00

we're stuck at home today.

i'm like ------- pissed.

my sister is the cause, as usual.

she's like such a bloody liar,

caused my aunt to call me a princess,

thinking that i make my sister do work for me everytime.

my aunt went to ask my sister who she's making food for.

she told me she's going to watch tv.

so she told my aunt and my aunt shouted from outside the room.

telling me to go get it if i wanted it,

since i'm not sick anymore,

so i opened the door and went out, stared at her,

so i told her (in my nicest pissed way possible)

that i didn't want any and i told her already.

and i went down to the kitchen and shouted in her fking face

god damn it she has to stop lying.

piss me off enough already and we're stuck at home.

since one of my cousin is sick and now this.

f--- this, i'm literally. urgh.. to the end of the world.

f--- her, i already told her to stop lying about everything.

and she never stops, i hate her. i hate her. i hate her.

this is the reason why i never wanted to even come here.

my cousins are seriously the most annoying,

and --------- boys ever, plus her another bitchy american wannabe shiet,

you what i get, do you know what i get?

i get hell. H-E-L-L.

it isn't nice, at all okay.

one of them gives her middle fingers all day, that sucks.

cause i have to see it, and he's just annoying as well.

i really can't wait to get back.

i get scolded when i do things,

i get scolded even when i don't.

life is fair, pretty square,

pretty full of shit, I HATE IT.

the countdown's begun.

6 days.

/hang on.

2009-06-14T11:22:00.004+08:00

haha hey, i'm here in US now,

its pretty average.

boring at times cos they're doing their stuff,

boring at times cos they annoy us and we wanna go away,

but fun cos they make us laugh.

well mostly, lol.

arrived yesterday,

didn't really have a jet lag because i forced myself to stay awake.

the flight was alright also.

wasn't really scared or anything.

when i got to their house i was like omg -.-

they have 2 pools, a table tennis table -.-

and a basketball court.

lol and its freezing here, really cold (for me)

cos the temp is diff and the wind yup one blow and its chilly already.

now i'm in San Jose,

so will be going to san fran tmr for sight seeing.

cuzs are like not interested, but don't care.

and they are my height.

fine, taller. and they have an accent.

so i remove the las and lors and whatever.

they are annoyed by the reply "anything".

so i have to try to avoid it, lol they prefer more direct replies,

like yes or no. lol.

talked during my dinner (cos they didn't eat)

then went to cuz's room, they both have a 65" plasma EACH.

EACH OKAY. omg -.-

so they went to play xbox, i was screaming during the game.

cos i was afraid the zombie would get me, lol.

jealous much?

talked till like 1:40am and went to bed,

slept pretty fast, cos i barely slept the night before.

went to the mall today,

didn't buy much, actually wanted to go to foot locker,

to check out the nike dunks, but nah,

didn't want to, pretty awkward to ask anyway.

so went to eat, (not so nice but i'm okay)

then took the car to watch cuz's shaolin performance, lol not bad.

pretty good actually, one from china could jump like 3ft high,

its good, lol.

sis bought like some top from cutegirl.com (shop)

she actually picked out one top.

(this was supposed to be published few days ago)

_________________________________________________

and yeah i'm sick -.-

fever yesterday, 39.2

i threw up 4 times in total.

i almost passed out, lucky my aunt saw me.

haha, and even after almost passing out,

i still could go to the theme park,

i'm good right.

and from yesterday,

i slept at 7pm and i woke up at 9:30am.

after breakfast i threw up four times,

and i slept (very well) till about 2:30pm.

hahaha this is what i get from fighting jet lag, screw me.

and it sucks, cuzs and sis went to the tech museum or smtg,

now all i will get is pictures from sis.

aunt's at the drug store getting medication now -.-"

my aunt kept telling me to eat whatever she gave me,

so fine i ate and kept finishing whatever orange juice she gave me.

so erm ya, i threw up her breakfast and all her orange juice?

lols. but its okay, i'm fine now.

cos i had chicken noodles (finally smtg from asia)

and ms shaun msged me,

i have to be quarantined when i get back -.- how nice

and now i'm sneaking a little while using the internet,

cos my aunt works and i don't have a chance to use it.

hehe smart me right.

tmr i'll be going to san francisco,

hope to shop a little more,

don't have much now.

and if possible, i wanna go check out foot locker :)

saw one pair of awesome dunks, haha i wanna see if they have them.

okay i'll blog again when i can :) see ya

2009-06-11T10:12:00.003+08:00

shits, say yes if my life is tearing me apart,

yes. y.e.s. YES. YES YES YES YESYES IT IS

its kiling me.

just when i ACTUALLY MANAGED to qualify

for the second time in my life, i can't bowl

its always an injury injury injury

so instead of having an injury i get cramps.

it gets worse every time.

the reason why my scores dropped on the 3 block,

which was the 15 and the 14 games was cos my stomach was hurting.

k i felt hungry so i thought it was it.

but it was hurting a lot, so i thought i was really hungry

later i went to the toilet and _. shit.

so still can bear with it not so pain,

till after lunch. so joy had to go back,

and esther and i went to the river to talk.

i lay down at the river for like 15mins cos my legs were hurting.

so later we walked and took a cab to kallang mrt,

then train to bedok, bus 16 back, and forced myself to walk back.

so sat down cos it hurt,

went up to my room it was starting to kill me,

so i slept and forgot about it.

woke up in the morning (today)

it nailed me. right through me, yes it did.

it was killing me.

so i quickly bathed, in pain.

finished off went to sit down in my towel.

sat on the chair and changed and everything.

still hurt.

so faster grabbed panadol, stuff and went down.

quickly had breakfast, put a hot water bag on my tummy,

took panadol and waited.

still was killing me.

so i called joy, talked to her for a bit.

later i really couldnt take it (no matter how much i couldnt bear to cos i actually qualified)

even joel's mum could laugh at me yesterday (cos last time i needed a 300.1 avg to qualify)

you seeeeeeeeee ))):

so i went to lie down.

okay so i'm not bowling that's that its done

now i have to wait for the pain to stop

while lying down each time it hurt i would scream to change the bag

okay and its a cycle i wake up each time to do it.

i called joy at 8:10am

right now its 10:23am

its hurts freaking just as bad

its no use its not working

but i'm glad i didn't bowl

cos if i had this pain on the lanes where my _ is also hurting

yeah i would regret, a lot.

dad said not to go because i'm leaving tmr as well,

and i didn't want to have it 4x as worse (i'm supposed to leave after masters if i qualify)

so ya prepare my grave in the flight.

okay enough about my damn shitty cramps which are killing me this instant

saw the bowling blog,

those in manila are bowling well

audrey is amazing

seems lesbie is doing very well i hope she wins

(and aud if you read this lesbie is like a name... not my lesbie so dont get it wrong k)

dont get it wrong.

so ya, tracy is doing pretty well, doubled with audster, they came in first 4 doubles

and if aud. u win ah, and you come back here and step,

nah uh you're gonna get it from me

and don't act like _ and _ always say you noob (when u urself know ur NOT)

HEHE ok wtf its really killing me imma go play a lame game to distract myself from it.

goodluck to me.

I have to start packing.

Like right now.

2009-06-10T19:32:00.004+08:00

hi.

bowled the kallang teenage challenge today.

bowled the 1st block, second squad.

bowled with mrs kua's daughter if i'm not wrong,

cos her son wsa cheering for her, tgt with her at the back.

lol i didn't say hi, i was too shy.

i bowled shit today.

201

193

188

169

153

147

if i had gotten a 170+ game wouldn't it be better

a degrading block of games

what sucky shit poop scores

i'm gonna get some sleep in hope of bowling well tmr

i'm like last qualifier, let me beat _ :))))))) so ___ has no face

2009-06-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

hey,

training was pretty slack, coach could tell, haha.

joy went crazy (again)

recon my spareball hehe now its so shiny :)

went to guardian and watsons to buy beauty stuff (like omg)

then to video ezy to borrow "taking 5" omg awesome show.

eric was hot in the show :)))

dad confirmed my flight ticket to US today.

it was a total last-min affirmation, omg.

he just asked and i said yeah sure,

and he went to book it.

so my trip's from the 12th to the 24th +- jet lag

so yeah if you wanna spend you may message me (or better still call)

i'd still be contactable through the web so i welcome emails :)

congrats to kel for winning first for PBC U15 :)

ph for second :)

hanwei for third :)

u.n.k.n.o.w.n.

and ssp bowler for 5th

ssp bowler for 6th

ssp bowler for 7th

ssp bowler for 8th

ssp bowler for 9th

ssp bowler for 10th

hehe we rule dont we

tmr there's another one

coach jimmy says if we sweep that one they might not let us compete anymore

haha, okay i gotta go already,

wanna try the stuff i bought -.-

see ya soon :)

2009-06-07T18:29:00.003+08:00

hehe yesterday went for the banquet -.-

was like a yes duh, waste of time.

had 3 spoons of rice, 3 broccoli(s), and a mini bowl of mushroom soup.

dang isn't it.

okay today had the bowling clinic.

with none other thn S.E.A.N R.A.S.H

the P.B.A bowler yeps be jealous

i was in the front row okay

Tim Mac or smtg was there too (omg he was so cute, i kept laughing)

they talked about 4 points, for 2 hours.

my eyes were (i'm serious) fixated on whoever was speaking

which was either Tim or Sean:)

hehe, Tim's married and Sean has a gf back in the US

Lucky her

hehe we practically bowled on the lanes.

meaning - literally 15feet from the pins like on the lane

i bowled crap man my ball could actually overhook

can you believe that

that's cos there wasn't any oil (hehe)

And they bowled like a so called stepladder,

Tim and Sean against the 4 from lane 6.

the 4 from lane 6 won the bet they shared the $100 given by them.

haha, then we had autographs and picture taking.

Yeah i have 2 (with Joy) and one with the sports schoolers (wheeheehee)

and yeah they were nice people.

Had lunch with esther, before ryan joined us.

Went to popular, and then to mini toons,

took a bus back with esther,

and bus back home.

before i bought another tub of ben and jerry's.

i got one 2 days back :) (but it sucks its just chocolate, no fudgie)

i finished almost half of this (this shows i am depressed/tired)

well training starts tomorrow and no doubt i already am dreading it.

maybe its cos i'm bowling too much.

not compared to the people around me but,

i feel like as if i'm just bowling to show people,

not for the fun of it.

i'm losing interest. fast.

somehow i'm longing to visit the US

maybe i will :)

2009-06-06T10:53:00.002+08:00

hi.

nice to know,

i've watched 10 dvds in 2 days.

beat that :)

i've been lazing around pretty much for the entire day.

and amongst all i only cried for one of them. tsk.

and my sis.

she calls me like at 6am in the morning almost everyday -.-

cos its 3pm there -.-" so i have to wake up and call back omg.

i went to the dentist again,

changed my rubber bands to pink this time, lol it doesn't really suit me.

i was freaking out cos i didn't know what to wear for the banquet,

but now its casual :) (thank god)

okay imma go now, pretty much nothing to blog about.

i wrote it get something off my mind

2009-06-03T17:16:00.004+08:00

The Guilt Of Temptation

your adequate sophistication,

my weary disposition,

has anyone ever told you?

you're nothing but perfection.

touch the rain, touch the sky,

remember that dishonest lie?

it filled me up with hurt and sorrow,

even still i don't long for tomorrow.

you made me heartless and cold,

hasn't anyone ever let you know?

i'm growing up, i'm not a kid,

why don't you feel guilty of what you did?

if it wasn't for that feud,

i would be wandering in solitude.

now solitary and pathetic,

i've given up thinking of tactics.

the truth lies deep within me,

i'm trying hard not to let it out.

isn't it the best place to be?

resisting temptation setting it free.

2009-06-03T09:12:00.002+08:00

okay now i'm starting to dread blogging.

cos of the typing, i'm so lazy.

i'm going to be a fatty soon.

i keep having macdonalds. omg.

btw, sis' in US. i'm so jealous.

and i realised all the verbs after i'm is like..

N.e.g.a.t.i.v.e.

i called sis at like 5 of 6 in the morning, dang she awakened me.

i gave her my hotmail so my cuzs could freaking add me (again).

so unfair. she's been to the US earlier thn me, shietzx.

j-e-a-l-o-u-s-y manz pure j-e-a-l-o-u-s-y

ytd went out with the twins and jav to watch night at the museum

tgt with aud and layteng.

after awhile jav went back and i was like so extra.

i was wandering in solitude.

lol. saw anthony and rachel wong, joelle fung,

charlene, lynette and daphne.

oh and btw,

Girls U15

1. Daphne

2. Tracy (haha she was almost first, thn it would be kel and tracy lol -.-)

3. I forgot (sorry whoever u are)

Boys U15

1. Kelvin

2. Alex T

3. Jaris

Hehe cheered for jaris' like 2nd game only.

and i sat solitary at one table.

(don't blame me i was feeling pretty alone)

People were congratulating the winners and i felt awkward to just shake hands -.-

so ya i messaged them later on.

CT called me for some lo'real hairshow.

lol i'm out.

i have no clue of how to catwalk.

okay, i don't have much to blog.

oh and for the singapore open comp,

i like gave up after my thumb hurt,

so i knew there wasn't any point bowling if i didn't have the mood to.

now i'm on the phone with my sis.

hell? she's like a diff person, now she has an accent.

lol who cares. okay i'm off already.

i'm becoming more vain each day, shit.

2009-05-29T08:31:00.002+08:00

in total, i've only racked up 229 pathetic posts. omg.
and now my fav song is b.a.t.t.l.e.f.i.e.l.d.
this week is pretty stressed up.
i did crap for my english composition test,
ultimate disappointment.
english compre, i rushed through the summary in 5 minutes.
thank you lord for my quick writing ability.

chinese test - omg.
i studied hard for the words,
i managed to understand a little more this time.
cheers to me :)
math test was pretty okay.
except the fact when i managed to get the algebraic expressions,
there wasn't anymore time.
so that's the only question left.

cleared my room already,
still have a little more stuff left.
i have 2 MQs to bowl for Singapore Open later,
i'm very unprepared.
i'm not very prepared to see my scores as well.
I don't have high expectations, i can't afford to aim high anyway.
i'd only end up losing more hope in myself.

sakinah is like having problems.
hope they'll turn out fine.
and yesterday night,
amelia took the balloon back from cluster activity.
speaking of which,
our bridge looked okay, i wanted to build something like lvl 5 boys',
but no time, lol -.-
so we built a simple one, which could only hold 4. omg -.-
don't mention the tower, damn funny. they got first - from the back.
the parachute i didn't really notice, but it was okay.

dinner was better, like lunch for dinner.
so about the balloon,
they sucked in the helium and it'd react with the voice,
and like some speaky voice would sound when you speak.
i kept swallowing the helium and my stomach felt uneasy.
most funniest was ama and joy's.
amelia's also not bad, haha.
i then lay on joy's thigh,
and i fell asleep on the floor.

had to report to the alley this morning to do spring cleaning.
cleaned and talked about r&r's,
filled up MQ registration slips,
no time for breakfast, and now its free period.
not bad eh :)
okay imma go check out facebook,
fact is i barely use it so now's the right time.

feel the boredom in the air? i know i do

2009-05-24T12:46:00.002+08:00

01. Who was your last text from?
Ms Emy - My tutor.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Blog - School staircase

03. Your relationship status?
Single, as usual.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
I don't think so.

05. What is your current mood?
Normal.

06. How many siblings do you have?
1.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

Priyanka.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
In Paris, on the Eiffel tower again, but screaming this time.

09. Have a crazy side?
Like duh.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Once. If i hadn't stopped in time i would've got knocked down by a taxi.

11. Something you do a lot?
Blog, sing and dance.

12. Angry at anyone?
Not anymore.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
You should know the answer.

14. When was the last time you cried?
Quite long ago (which is really good).

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeah.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Nothing, i just fall asleep. Its pretty amazing how i can blank out my mind.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Audrey, she just called :)

18. What is your favorite song?
No fav at the moment.

19. What are you doing right now?
Listening to music and duh, doing this.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Jav and Sakinah.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Lucky Plaza, like 2 years ago, lol -.-

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope. But i slapped someone. Haha.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Either Joan or Audrey.

24. Describe your life in one word?
Unpredictable.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Nobody. (pretty amazing as well).

26. What should you be doing right now?
Studying(?)

27. What are you listening to?
Rumours by Lindsay Lohan (its on shuffle)

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Maybe Audrey, hehe.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
David? I can't remember.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
No.

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black i guess.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Audrey! :DDDDDDD

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Jav i think, idk why either.

34. What do you hear?
I hear music.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Wavy :D

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
No, but someone called me scandalous.

37. Do you have a best friend?
BestfriendS. 2 of em.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nah.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Sometimes :)

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
I'm thinking yes.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Still living.

42. Are you currently jealous?
Haha, no. (surprising isn't it).

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
3 gold earsticks.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Friday? i was watching ghost whisperer.

Btw, its the season finale next fri, i'm so there :)

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
You guess :)

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I doubt i even broke it.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Nope, not at the moment. Wait! MAYBE one.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
I don't remember.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
You must be expecting real late, and i was thinking of someone.

Haha, NO :) i slept at 12, i was blogging.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope. But if you changed a word from the question, maybe yes.

photobooth take 2 :)

2009-05-24T12:14:00.012+08:00

This is a real account.

Ahhhhhhhhh! You know what?!

While i was camwhoring in my room...

This scary thing came up and shocked me.

I screamed as if i were on a rollercoaster.

But when i zoomed in i could only recognise Joy.

And Audrey :)

Seems like they are the new Charlie's Angels.

And they are here to rock your world!!!!!!!!!!!

Smiles :)

-credits to models: me :)

my sis :)

audrey :)

joy :)

2009-05-23T22:42:00.007+08:00

this week stressed me out and my hair is totally boom now.

so many tests (but next week i byebye already)

-i did my photojournal presentation,

hehe my pics were beautiful :)

-i studied for my geog test (mod 3) and i hope i did well

-wrote 2 and a half pages for my chinese compo (like omg first time!)

-got 16half/20 for math test (i couldve gotten 18!)

-studied (last min also) for mod 4 geog test and i think i should do average :)

-no time for book review so its postponed

-i think i got full marks minus 1 for spelling (i forgot the damn word "infallible") urgh -_-"

had open house today.

damn i had 5 hours of life wasting self time.

i had 7 applicants.

jav got 69. like wtf?!?!?!!?

after that went to alley to help out,

and nice, our sleep in's taken away.

last time i didn't wash my hands with soap,

so when coach thomas was talking about how fast it takes,

he asked me what he gets out of it.

i said: hygenic bowlers.

then everyone laughed.

later i asked joan why they laughed,

joan said i looked stone,

like i wasn't listening + the way i said it.

i reached home at like 10:10pm.

way to go right.

i talked a lot to joan, hehe :)

took mrt after a long time, saw a few changes.

and like finally, i took the bus, haha.

overall my week was a - B.O.M.B.

training - 50 50

school - still surviving and not thinking of banging my head against the wall yet

have to check out everything this fri (damn it la)

see my tests next week

1. chinese letter writing - mon

2. english compo test - mon

3. english compre test - tues

4. science mod 4 test - wed

5. chinese test paper - thurs

6. math test - thurs

+ check out

+ cluster activity

w-o-w

2009-05-16T21:21:00.004+08:00

okay imma list down my homeworks and whatever that comes to mind now ok

cos I. im bored

II. there's nothing better to kill time

III. my phone is sleeping

V. i'm bored

IV. all of the above

okay so as for my homework and tests

1. Photojournal essay presentation due next Mon

2. Math Algebra 2.4 homework due Wed

3. Geog module 3 test on Wed

4. Chinese Compo test on Thurs

5. Geog Module 4 test on Fri

6. Math 2.2 quiz on Fri

7. Book Review presentation on Fri

+ CVT's on next wed&thurs

mostly fridays are the most packed.

tues i'm free. yesterday (fri),

i had like history test, vocab test and math quiz.

and my plans plan themselves.

my june hols schedule is planned :)

every week mon-fri -> t.r.a.i.n.i.n.g. y-a-y!!!!!

hehe after i got back up from my down period,

i'm pretty much happier training now that things are working.

working in 2 weeks and yes im ecstatic, though i still have much more to learn,

and i'm not stopping here.

i'm not looking forward to next week,

but like has only one direction and that's forward right?

hehe i so agree to that, got it from maniar's blog :)

and i just remembered something.

The only way to love something is to realise it might be lost.

it was on my dead friendster profile now flooded,

with dirty comments.

ok i think i have some pleuritic chest pain.

well i do have it, and shit it hurts manz.

not so bad, but i think its gonna get worse.

going out with mum tmr,

and going to see the doctor, damn it.

have to go shop for last min stuff as well.

so see ya

2009-05-16T15:34:00.003+08:00

finally i fixed the template :)

this week was loaded with work,

on thursday night ):

and i'm not emo okay, audrey.

ever heard of this.

when a girl is quiet, millions of things are going through her mind.

when i walk from class to class thats the only time i have to think of things.

so its not emo, its not sad.

i just need time to think of things,

i need time to get things right.

and there isn't much time left.

can't really remember anything else.

though it was damn fun during the learning journey.

though my group (kuna, ryan, nic, aud & i) didn't win,

in fact we almost came in last -.-

we had damn a lot of fun.

(btw i was freaked out at the amah area)

on thurs they had to speak to the girls and boys seperately,

so we had to leave sst like 35 mins earlier.

i had so much work that night as well.

so had to rush through after i got back.

slept at 12:30 that night,

and the next morning couldn't wake up.

luckily joy didn't wake me up too late.

did a lot of core, ran 4 rounds timing.

walked 2 rounds, thn went back up.

i was exhausted.

had math quiz, pretty easy :)

did spelling, memorised meanings last minute -.-

though i remembered how to spell connoisseur :)

had history test after that,

did pretty well (i hope)

geog test was postponed to next week because i wasn't prepared.

so next week i have 2 module tests to study for.

all the best to me.

on friday training was the funnest of all trainings.

bowled with keith, jav and bryan.

i was pretty stone until we bowled with hanyang, joan, audrey and kevin.

damn i was laughing my head off.

audrey pinched javier and hanyang.

i kept shouting at them.

damn annoying keep going when its my turn.

thn audrey at the back,

"eh your bestie is bowling"

"tell your bestie stop can"

"besties forever la u both"

crap it. but the funniest was her "KEVINNNNNNN"

like some monster and kevin made me laugh like crazy -.-

laughed so much that night.

later i saw the car was gone,

used uncle fendi's car, he told me whatever.

reached home, went to the stairs to eat by myself and think of things.

came back, watched ghost whisperer.

it was a pretty boring ep with johnny capar in it.

hilary duff's one last week was real good.

okay i'm gonna do my homework now.

2009-05-07T23:42:00.001+08:00

ignore how screwed it looks like.

i can't fix it with mac cos i can't get the codes.

s.u.c.k.s.

2009-05-07T21:42:00.006+08:00

honestly, i don't really miss the rest ://

its been really peaceful and really quiet the past few days.

not saying that i don't want them back though.

but i have to agree,

it was really pathetic being the only sec 2 girl.

but i did have a little bonding with the juniors and the other 2 left.

we had makeup lessons and went to acres.

time didn't go fast at all, though i kinda loved it at times.

monday had makeup lessons,

ms lai taught a lot,

but it was fun during english,

we played scrabble! (no doubt about it i'm so addicted)

slept during science,

and trained at 6-7:30.

HAPPY BDAE RACHEL - 5th May

went to acres on tuesday,

we had to pluck weeds.

it was fun, duh.

but the millipedes were plain y.u.c.k.

i did scream, expected.

later on went to pluck morning glories and whatever clinging onto the fence.

jumped over the drain and all.

we sweat so much and i kept whining.

that sucked.

went back to school quickly bathed and reported to the alley.

they told us something and went back up.

talked to joline and rachel for awhile,

and went down to train later on.

since i got so addicted to scrabble,

i began learning bigger words during sst.

stayed a little longer finishing them up,

passed kelvin my science notes since he didn't have much after that.

HAPPY BDAE AUD - 6th May

had makeup lessons on wednesday again.

drew Yamashita the fat loser during history,

used the comp and researched on diffusion and osmosis during science,

while the rest were having their test.

had math after that.

was like lectured for messaging ms shafiah during class.

mrs lu talked about life, cheating and stuff.

i couldn't help it! i thought i left my bottle in her class!

(turns out it was in mr thomas' homeroom -.-" i know)

joline followed me :)

played scrabble with kel during sst and i won.

but its fair cos even though i read the dictionary i didn't remember much.

HAPPY BDAE JOLING - 7th May

went to acres today again,

omg it was damn fun.

we did the other fence,

and we worked superbly hard.

i perspired like a cloud raining liquid salt.

though i felt tired,

i was really pleased with myself.

i went all out :)

i cleared the entire drain with the help of nabilah and sakinah.

cheers to all the other girls,

they all did so good.

especially yingjia, nabilah, tyra,

lynette, shiyu (daring man, she picked up the millipede), joline,

and the rest who i can't remember (sorry).

haha, david helped me with the cutting also, so fun.

we rested there, had lunch, and went back to school.

bathed, packed up, and went for the student ambassador training.

went for training after that.

bowled on lane 5 with kelvin on lane 6.

i was practically emoing. (SEE LA JOLING)

after _, kelvin was like, "what is bryan doing?"

i turned and looked, i literally lol-ed -.-"

he was like hugging the wall.

(it was a drill but he looked so funny hugging it)

ok i continued to laugh and i continued bowling.

did knee-down drill already.

but i'm promoted to 1 step now, (hah "captain" in ur face)

fetched Ph to causeway,

bought bubble tea and left for tm.

bought yam buns :)

now i'm back i'm gonna do crossword puzzles.

and pls say you agree with me,

reading the dictionary isn't nerdy is it?

(i love crossword puzzles and scrabble & i find them cool,

especially when you get good at them, ahhahahah)

2009-05-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

woke up early today ):

i slept at 11:30 plus yesterday night.

that time is my morning alarm at 8am.

meaning i automatically wake up at 8 if i sleep at 11.

which s.u.c.k.s. big time.

bathed and helped sis with a (singular) math question.

it was like tabulation, like omg easy.

left for marine bowl, said hi to uncle yong.

uncle sam's shop was closed ):

so just talked with joan layteng and isabelle and her mum.

was updated on news, lol.

so after that just left and joan's mum fetched me back.

talked in the car about NZ and OBS and whatever.

and how pathetic 3 sec 2's left are,

and about the student ambassador thing.

reached home and i watched tv.

like all the way till night.

i watched a little of the da vinci code.

and i watched Enchanted.

i really loved that one.

and watched the news, i really wanted to because of the genius.

there's this 28-month-old genius :) pretty girl.

from UK, IQ of 156, 4 points below Albert Einstein.

cool isn't it.

now i'm watching Paris' New Bff.

its just PURE BITCHY,

and FOS. full of shiate.

but i'm bored and all the other movies are out.

i have math tuition tmr, and maybe i'm going out.

wheehee shopping say hello to me! :)

2009-04-30T22:24:00.005+08:00

/-edited

school was okay.

sad, the nz trip is officially cancelled.

the swine flu spread to students from auckland who went to mexico.

so our trip is postponed,

and we're having make up lessons and going to acres next week.

ain't it nice.

kel and i have been selected to be registration helpers/student ambassadors -.-

i was laughing when i heard his name,

and i stopped when mine was called out and the rest laughed at me.

my new SOP is like -.-''

SOP - standard operational procedure

i kept talking to audrey so coach thomas assigned me to sit elsewhere.

i was supposed to be inbetween kelvin and hanyang.

well at least hanyang was there and i wouldn't be so bored.

and just a split second later he had change it to inbetween kelvin and javier -.-

and he was right, i didn't talk. I COULDN'T.

i'm practically talking to myself to make it through.

so we're(kel, jav and i) the only sec 2's left next week for training.

pretty pathetic, and what more we 3 are grouped seperately.

kel - ball placement, lane 7 idk

jav - balance, lane 12

me - swing, lane 2

even better.

i nearly died rehearsing with jav on monday night.

and this week training was like pretty okay,

woking on my swing and trying not to grip.

hanyang kept making me laugh,

he went to the toilet 3 times in 45 minutes to slack.

and the day before yesterday he was playing with the tape.

he'd do his pap in any way he could,

and run to lane 1 to see how it'd look like when it was rolling.

he threw alex's ball when he went to do something as a leftie,

ran back and laughed, like 3 times.

omg i laughed damn hard.

hanwei bowled on my pair this week,

it was hell -.- omg.

all he could say was _ _ and _.

i was being annoyed and i kept laughing.

went for dental appointment this week,

got my bottom wire and rubber bands changed,

this month they're blue :))

layteng came back to school this week, omg i missed her.

ran 2.4 this week, did napfa.

i ran a minute longer compared to last year.

david said i started to slack at the 3rd round, like pathetic? -.-

my sit-ups, standing broad jump, sit and reach and pull-ups were just as pathetic.

the only one i found okay was my shuttle run.

thats because mr sofyan said i did it correctly, hehe.

and he was supposed to teach me how to jump for sbj in NZ.

but nah, i guess i'm gonna learn only in either nov or december.

joan, liting's and my external coaching hasn't been given consent,

so we're waiting.

i got the song by Enrique and Ciara.

i love it ;)

the lyrics are like -.-" but its still good rhythm.

we got our movie ticks for the mass dance,

haha he really keeps his promises ya.

and it expires in May next year.

training was fun/boring today.

the girls made it fun.

the games made it boring.

layteng was just PLAYING WITH NUMBERS.

she hit like 100 twice in a row, followed by 97 (so close!) and 117.

lol beautiful series.

we were really damn tired, we bowled 8 games and made lane changes.

my roll now isn't so pathetic, and the lane's were damned oily today.

no wonder coach thomas wanted to bet with the boys about the 200 avg, lol.

i bowled like 25-20 straight -.- thn 15-15 cannot come back,

so it was 15-10 (can strike like a gay),

thn cannot come back,

so i changed to 20-20 and i just felt like changing,

so bowled 25-20. thn i got really tired, so like lol, don't bother.

grace and aud, jon and joel bowled doubles,

so joy and i had no lane and lt went to train,

so we went to join her.

i'm back home now and i'm exhausted.

for who knows, i would've been in the plane designing my journal now.

how i wish none of this happened.

2009-04-25T23:42:00.003+08:00

well yeah, went down to scream for the qualifiers :)

cheered for layteng for 2 games, tracy and joan for 1,

and went over to the boys.

cheered for all of them.

now i have a sore throat, but overall its pretty worth it isn't it?

tracy came in first, danial third.

had stepladders, sports school both 2nd.

congrats to both, esp danial, sec 1 :)

dropped esther at bedok interchange,

and kept dozing off in the car.

went to get a haircut.

told the guy i wanted to trim,

and he went to make the whole thing freaking thin.

now its like tracy's (omg right?!)

though its damn light, and i don't feel hot, which is damn good.

and you can't really see the diff when it's left down.

DID I MENTION, IT WAS 36DEG TODAY. DAMN.

when i reached home, watched american idol.

OMG I SOOOOO LOVE ADAM LAMBERT.

freaking good singer, and you can actually feel what he sings.

he's gonna go far.

watched christina aguilera's back to basics tour for awhile,

thn played guitar hero.

sang till i dozed off (i really don't know how).

passed the mic to sis and slept.

woke up at 8:30 and used the comp.

talked to stacy for some time and watched tv.

nz's coming, i'm not ready.

tmr's my last day, i hope i get everything done by then.

sometimes, i think what i'm thinking now is just contradiction.

the fact that i'm unable to give up the past.

and truth be told, i really don't know.

when i think its over, i have to feel the blood rush and thumping.

i'm all smiles, i can't take my eyes off you.

please tell me its contradiction.

if i'm really unable, i'm ruining myself indicrectly,

i'm just hurting myself more as the day goes by.

i'd rather be heartless than be made heartless.

2009-04-23T21:27:00.003+08:00

It seems as if the batteries of the clock is dying.

time has taken a way too long to pass this week,

and i think i'm okay with it.

many bowlers have fallen ill ):

darren, javier, jaris, samuel, daryl, darius, danial, and layteng.

tracy and joy are soon going to.

omg aww,

like today during dinner we sec 2's could take up a 6 person table.

kel, esther, aud, joel, jon and i.

plus joan and tracy, pretty little ya.

we managed to clinch silver for the quartet event, congrats to us.

though we lost the overall title, ):

congrats to those who qualified for masters,

though all the qualifiers, except for joan,

are all ill. so i'm hoping they'd get well,

so they'd get top 3 for masters :)

shockingly, i've got seriously addicted to guitar hero,

and i can barely take my hands off the instruments :)

i played the guitar for 7 hours this weekend,

a very good and reasonable reason why i didn't blog,

and the first why i'm blogging during school hours instead of studying.

as for the science project during the summer break,

nic, kuna and mira's in my group, the link's up so you can check it :)

comp's over and now we're back into "training mode".

this time i'm not actually slacking, lol.

today i bowled at the foul line, and worked on my release and swing.

currently i'm already a member of 3 clubs.

1. Pullers Club - Vice President (joy's the president)

2. Juicy Joan's - President (i named it after her she's the vice) btw its for squeezing the ball

3. Controlled Swing Club - Ordinary Member (mexx's the president, like DUH)

i want to join the loose swing club, i hope i can get through :)

After bowling at the foul line for an hour, i was practically dying.

Hanyang was annoying me, Mexx was like gross,

and Alex was just -.-"

Though overall i kept laughing like crazy thanks to the sheep -.-

Later on i moved on to 1 step.

normally my speed for 5 steps would be 14 -.-

but now for 1 step its 14.6 max currently :)

pretty happy, except for the freaking burn.

okay, i just downloaded one more song mira introduced.

hehe, i'm gonna go its 9:41pm, still have to complete my chinese compo.

2009-04-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

hehe i'm one fortunate girl ya.

i asked my mum if i could get wii as my bday present and she said:

NO. lol.today woke up went to doctor,

got contraceptive pills (yay so now i can swim in nz)

thn went to uncle sam's to get my dry zone fixed.

omg the scratch part is so smooth, i love it :)

talked for quite a while, and left for pp.

walked like crazay, looked for long sleeved shirts.

like omg ew? they don't have nice ones there.

sucks.

spent like damn a lot today, sheet.

and i asked dad for the wii thing and i'm getting it tmr.

haha, i'm like so damn happie, now no need to stick my face at the comp.

for the first time,

i actually did my homework during the weekend.

i feel so relieved, so relaxed, haha ;)

and i got the appointment for the physio thingy! (yay again)

while doing my work i got a little carried away.

i started drawing, lol.

okay so here's my drawing :)

i'm gonna go now,

and i'm so hooked onto kat deluna&don omar.

espanols rawk :)

*and lt, what's your blog url? -.-

2009-04-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

this is what we did this week.

i love yesterday and today.

2009-04-04T17:55:00.002+08:00

school was not bad.

had mass dance rehearsals.

and its kinda pathetic, i have to talk to boys backstage.

because the cooler girls are on the other wing.

hehe at least i have the cooler boys :p

awards night was just -.-

no academy photo, i didn't bring my camera.

so borrowed from sakinah :))) (thankies ily)

i had 2 blisters, my legs were aching, and my feet were pain.

but next year i still should be wearing heels. hehe.

we (girls) saw other girls whining, in pain,

of which, some removed their heels and were barefoot.

the boys in the performance has cool hair, lol i liked jaris' one.

i kept staring at it -.- cos it was so spikey

went back to the room and dropped onto my bed like someone just shot me.

and joy still wanted to take photos -.-

so went to take with roomies, damn fun.

and one pic was so awesome, only if zah's face was inside! ):

quickly changed out, took out make up and lenses, brushed my teeth and slept at 10:35.

i couldn't take it no more, i was beat.

had gym in the morning.

played hooplah, omg my legs were freaking dying.

in class moen kept annoying me, pushing my knees (esp when i was stoning)

so its like i'd be standing, and he'd come and bend my knees from the back,

and my legs would be like jelly.

once i almost fell.

piss me off please.

i was screaming at him the entire time, -.-

went back to the room to pack on friday.

had remedial for the first time, like omg?! freaking boring.

had training, and i beat my 214.

jovi asked when my highest score was, and i was like 214.

he didn't believe me and asked me again.

is it that hard to believe? lol.

now its 221, but still lowest among all the girls.

i'm bowling despite being on mc, but its okay.

i'm happy i'm bowling though.

cdiv here i come. :)

ytd dad called and he was screaming cos he had _.

likg omg!!!! okay, and my sis got Xperia.

damns -.- i'm jealous she got something new, lol.

$800+ sumore, p6 eh!!!!!!! craps.

my finger isn't so swollen, but its ugly. urgh.

though my finger is a blessing in disguise, it helps my bowling.

maybe all my injuries are, i hope, then it'd be way cool.

watched dance shows.

they always put ballet with hip hop.

so i've tried ballet for 7 years.

i wanna take hip hop this june, hehe i'll talk to my parents.

it'll be after c div and everything and nothing major (i think)

and it'll be fun trying something new instead of bouncing to beats in my toilet,

wont it? heh cool.

and i'm pretty obsessed with welcome to the world by kevin rudolf.

though it practically makes no sense,

his style is cool.

okay i'm gonna go now, bye.

2009-03-29T13:25:00.003+08:00

watched a string of disney comedies.

one after another,

it was 00:00 already.

walked up to my room,

washed face (with one hand),

and yeah, slept.

though i'm really happy i can sleep now!!!! :)))

i love em pain pain pain killas

i'm icing my finger.

and when sis sees my purple/blue fat finger,

its like she's on the verge of puking.

how nice ya. and i'm quite happy cos i'm doing what i've been told to,

and the pain isn't so bad now.

unlike yesterday, when i cried on the way home.

lol and my sis told me when she saw me cry,

she told herself to never try bowling -.- how nice is that

my finger is fat, stiff, blue and hard its disgusting omg.

okay imma go listen to contradanza (jen you got me hooked on it) bye

2009-03-28T13:55:00.002+08:00

went to see the doctor,

he pressed my finger and ripped off the tape.

i was pissed and after i left the clinic i cried again.

last night the pain kept me up.

i really couldn't sleep.

and now i can't write.

got permission to use laptop to take down notes in class.

hope this is the end.

came back and cried again,

the fear of not bowling for c div.

called ms sharmala and she should be taking over, (yay)

okay i'm gonna go already,

that's it for today, if i'm bored i'll blog again later.

2009-03-27T22:07:00.003+08:00

today during mass dance the lights were so bright,

i missed the start,

so i rushed,

the flashing lights made me unable to see clearly,

i knocked into jaris and my index finger got caught inbetween his and my ball.

blood clot and half my nail is blue (omg ): )

when i told audrey she was like OMG.

when i told daryl to help me take my ball,

he told me to stop being a sissy.

if it were a fracture and you said that,

rest assure i'd have given you a slap right there.

and i cried cos i'm afraid i can't bowl for c div.

i really hope i can.

school was okay this week.

but real tiring, and slack cos no homework.

though training was quite tough. 3 hours is long.

tomorrow i'm gonna see the doctor about my finger. hope its okay.

2009-03-21T13:25:00.005+08:00

haven't blogged for some time.
National age group's over, i did so badly.
unlike audrey, she qualified, came in 5th.
congrats :D
team 2 won 3rd for team, congrats to us despite pulling our shots.
i really wonder whats in for us when we get back to training.
watched the race to witch mountain yesterday.
nice movie, cute boy, overall = 10/10 stars

and i'm so in for hannah montana's movie.
seems nice, cute boy, overall = i'm thinking maybe a 10/10 as well.
the boys bring up the score though, hehe (-.-)
awards night is coming up, so is the performance -.-
i wonder what we''re gonna do for the event.
(i'm thinking something lame)
but who cares

i realised i'm getting really lazy nowadays,
i don't bother turning on the comp, at all.
i'm really grateful there's no homework,
or i'll be sleeping way past 3am tomorrow.
okay i'm gonna check my mail or smtg. bye.

as for the 18th of March,
Happy 14th Birthday to Kelvin

and for the 19th of March,
Happy 16th Birthday to Kunlong

its like chasing the very last train,
when its too late.

2009-03-15T21:47:00.003+08:00

well i mentioned i was going to blog later.
and the later is now.
its 9:47 at night and i'm going to bed soon.
bowled with tracy yesterday and helped david.
i almost fell asleep in the cab too, so i slept at 9:30pm.
okay today was a pretty boring day.
i hate today.
i hope tomorrow will be better,
though you're there.
it won't help.
i'll still remember everything.
and i'm trying.
i really am.
i'm sorry if i hurt you today,
i'm not in the mood.
thanks for the advice, now i'm going to think.
think a lot, and sort out everything.
because if i don't,
i'm only causing more pain for myself.

i decided to change my blogskin because the previous one was too colourful.
and no i'm not really into colours now.
maybe when i am, i'll change it back.
i'm going to bed now so i can get up in hope of a better day.

just a random thought,
i'm addicted to taylor swift's you're not sorry CSI remix.
and thanks so much, to bestf for making me smile today. Ily.

if only i could be as happy as her.

2009-03-15T13:59:00.002+08:00

Afternoons run for cover and full moons just wonder
I could rage like a fire and you'd bring rain I desire
-That fire you ignited
burns when I stand beside it

i'll blog later.

2009-03-08T10:58:00.003+08:00

troublemaker makes me want to dance everytime i hear it.
pretty good huh.
(yes i found a better way to start my posts)
so went bowling with joy, joan and audrey yesterday.
saw tracy and glendon there.
omg glendon has like the same wallet -.-
tracy bowled with glendon towards the end of the alley.
and the club has stupid rules.
there must be 7 bowlers to bowl on a pair of lanes.

so 4 of us were on one lane.
it took so long and it was getting boring.
till as usual, audrey kept us laughing.
hehe i take credit too.
went to get collar shirts after that.
(because i don't have any and its like a must for bowling)
but i only have 2 i'm gonna look for more.
went back watched happily ever after.
not bad eh, pity i'm missing the final 8th ep of the show today.
to think i wanted to know the ending.
shows really shouldn't end on sundays.

can't wait to go back to school,
maybe i can bowl.
because it hurt a little bit on saturday.
but the pain's still tolerable. (thank god)
okay so basically this post is t reply tags because there are too many already -.-
so here they are.

sarah-yup good choice, i'm with her most of the time.
bestie-they're not lyrics. i just sang them, ahha
audrey-thanks
joy-lol thanks
stacy-lol its not exactly a cool league it includes me only and maybe my fans :D
bestie-yes its a poem, and yes it's by me. its 4 poems and i combined them together
maniar-i blogged already! hehe well im trying to, though im getting lazier
maniar-wow i'm honoured, though its not surprising, you've always been :D
ilma-hello there
bestie-i miss you too!!!!!!! k i'm seeing you tonight and stop saying hi and leaving, can talk pls -.-

2009-03-06T10:40:00.002+08:00

this week isn't a really good week.
not that i barely have any other way of starting my posts,
but i went to the physio 4 out of 5 days this week.
excluding that, i didn't get to train either.
as for my results, maybe a little shocking.
for the first time, (maybe not but most likely according to mrs lu)
i managed to score like 10+ for a math quiz. yay me.
and i just finished a geog quiz on the elearn portal scoring 21/25.
not showing off in any way,
just showing how much me staying up every night to study actually paid off.

now i'm at the com lab,
anf like just now during break we went to see the NZ selection.
i was selected, yay for me.
though for bowling only 3 of us were selected.
which is kelvin, javier and me.
sucks right!!!!
no girl bowler.
but ida's the only swimmer, hehe.
oh whatever.

yesterday went to change wire and add rubber bands!!!!!!
(for the little slower ones theyre for my braces)
i chose purple, hehe its nice (to me)
now its aching but it won't kill.
i have to see the physio later at 2 and there's no training.
so no time to sit and slack.
how nice, i'm going home to stone.
even wonderful.
maybe i'm gonna sleep, as usual.

i hope i'm allowed to bowl,
well maybe the pain goes away.
so i can bowl at OCC with the other girls during the weekend.
and now my fave song is troublemaker by akonie.
its nice manz
okay i wanna go i'm so gonna change my blog song.
bye

2009-02-28T22:32:00.006+08:00

today was okay.
(i just realised i always start my post like that)
noob.
back to where i was (im becoming so debate-ish, sucks)
went to support roomie xD and joanypony.

went over to audrey's house,
and the damn taxi driver pissed me off.
i told him where the address was,
and he claimed i talked like a rifle.
dont know the place just say dont know,
i was talking bleedy slow already.
then i told him where to turn after the junction,
he scolded me for telling him late.
if i tell him earlier, he claims i talk like a damn rifle.
F you, bastard.
and fyi i was trying to talk so nicely to him despite that.
urghhhhhhhhhhhh

let me not fret on that.
did i mention, pony got 1st!!!!!!!!!!!
for masters.
and 2nd for singles
and 1st for doubles together with roomie.
LIKE HOW OWNAGE ARE MY FRIENDS.
even though its novice idgas.
for those who arent in my league,
it means i dont give a shit ok :D

coolio.
nic came in first, hoorah for the boys.
the one who came in first for singles came in 9th for masters.
unhoorah for sheepie.
oh well, was envious.
joan and nic won a rattler, its brunswick manz!
(2x as much jealous now)
but idk if its good or not.

went to parkway after that,
walked around for some time,
went to have ice cream,
and gossiped.
talked till we had to leave, (i needed to get my ball)
and went home.
took a cab there with sis.
went to get my ball (BY MYSELF)
like omg right? with my sis.
hehe thankies <333333333

I thought we were something more,
but i guess i was wrong.
all the hopes,
turned out to be dope.
i am crushed emotionally,
wrecked internally,
shattered completely,
i want you back, desperately.

all the memories,
us feeling free,
my hand grasped by yours,
i need the security.
out love was like a fresh rose,
sweet smelling and new,
but now whats left is a torn photograph.
not even a whole, only half.

outside i'm smiling,
inside i'm dying,
you know want to know how i'm feeling,
for its extremely heartbreaking.
you are the world to me,
my all, my everything.
i couldn't survive a day without you,
this shows how much i need you.
its been long since we've met,
now i'm starting to regret.
is this for real?
the real deal?

i'm feeling blue,
i'm down with the flu,
i feel miserable,
too terrible.
i will wait for you,
no matter how long it takes too.
you are my star,
what more i've come this far.
you are my heart,
for you keep me alive.
you are my flame,
for you light up my life.

replay my life,
rewind and pause,
i want this to last,
return to the past.
roses and cards,
chocolates and hugs,
i really love them,
but that was back then.

take me back in time,
i miss calling you mine.
walk back the time line,
for something i need to find.
uncertain of the future,
unwilling to discover,
i need to be daring,
i have to start over.
turn back the hands,
even use rubber bands,
for that little while,
could actually make me smile.

i was in love before,
though i'm not anymore.
unconfident to start all again,
too afraid to feel the pain.
my heart is beating,
my tears are rolling,
my emotions are stirring,
my mind is whirling.
i sing songs full of sadness,
i tell friends words of happiness,
i experience heartbreaking shockers,
i'm laughed by annoying mockers.

commited and loyal,
i was crushed by betrayal.
i'm living in a lie,
and i still can't figure why.
i can't feel,
it was something real.
my life is wrecked,
just what do i lack?
now i'm right back where i started,
my heart does not beat for anyone,
i'm watching from the sidelines,
waiting for love to strike again.

2009-02-27T21:32:00.003+08:00

school was a little more fun this week.
checked in,
and i forgot the rest.
had cluster activity,
fanned the fire like some maid,
sweat like some maid,
and ended up eating 2 chicken wings.

talk about selfish?
people just sat there and ate stuff,
it really pissed us off,
so we ordered macs after that.
i smelt of barbecue after that.
like duh, yes i know.
bathed and messaged till i couldn't.

i did quite an amount of soul searching this week.
and yes i was called weird for doing it.
its just weird because it isn't popular,
but doesn't mean just because people do it means its peculiar.
well it isn't to me, not at all.
i'm just used to thinking of the past and maybe trying to correct my mistakes.
what i did in the past cannot be repeated.

heard about the saying,
"learn from people's mistakes because we don't have the time to make them all ourselves."?
exactly my feeling.
so yeah, whatever.
wrote 2 pages and replied amira's letter.
and its been quite awhile since i wrote my thoughts into a poem.
i have yet to message amira about it, hehe.
i kinda love it though it isn't in the least happy.
but its my piece :D

i will continue writing more, and yep, my soul searching doesn't just end there.
long way to go, many pages to fill with thoughts.
kinda watching some dance routines now, and yeah theyre good.
today after school i was playing with my hair,
and i tied 2 ponytails.
thn audrey gave the idea to all the lower sec girls to tie it too.
so it was kinda daring of us to tie it down for training.
it got to my face a few times, but i liked it :D
haha, people were staring, but the attention wasn't like any other.
one team, one spirit.

though not all of us tied it,
and no (it isnt due to any discrimination)
but its okay.
and yes, like duh had our pictures taken.
though she took all the credit, i'm okay.
still had fun.
went to buy a scoop of ice cream chef's ice cream.
its been awhile :D
not bad, cookies and cream ice cream, with peanuts and gummy bears.
sis finished it in the end.

watched Juno.
omg it was an awesome movie.
underaged sex, and it showed how she overcame that.
and yeah found her true love (duh the father),
even though she didn't keep her child.
so yeah its gonna be ghost whisperer,
so time really flies.

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE BOWLING FOR MASTERS TMR :DD

2009-02-22T13:49:00.003+08:00

school wasnt as alright as it usually is.
phycho on monday gave me real body aches.
for the entire week.
bowling on friday sucked.
i flared up internally and i ultimately lost the mood to bowl.
i just practically bowled because i had to.
not because i wanted to.
i did admit i didnt care but it wasnt entirely true,
at some points i didn't give a damn, i'd have to say.

forget it,
i'm not going to remember it all over again.
just wanna congratulate the novice winners.

Singles:
Hanyang - 1st
Joan - 2nd
Hanwei - 3rd

Doubles:
Aiteng&Azri - 1st
Joan&Joy- 1st
Javier&Hanwei - 3rd

well done :D

and i want to go for a haircutttttt.
hm okay i've blogged, bye :D

2009-02-15T12:03:00.003+08:00

valentines was a big boo boo for me.
i was first for the worst valentine ever.
though talked to lili and jingyi.
the two i havent talked to in ages.
which sorta made my day, just a little.
downloaded songs, which completed my search.
now i have a proper playlist,
which i actually log on to the computer for.

and i have decided on where to go to get my shoes.
hoorah for me.
and sakinah and i realised,
most of the songs being recorded nowadays,
are mostly about breakups.
which really rock, cos they are what most people feel.
and this year not everyone has a valentine.
so yup, right time for their albums to sell.
bleah whatever.

going back to school later,
and i still have incompleted work.
and i am still unwell.
and i have to see the doctor though im begging not to leave school.
and i want to bowl.
and i miss bowling.
and i miss my friends.
and idk what else, hehe.

okay imma go finish up my work,
and yes, listen to my songs :D
wait for the next post this friday (:

2009-02-13T23:29:00.004+08:00

school was okay,
my freaking lenses dried up today,
so i had to use my glasses ):
omg it sucked.
and my bowling sucked shit,
as usual.
flo rida is making my heart skip beats.
right round is #1 on the charts,
#1 in my head.

i'm so going to get it for my ipod,
its everything! :D
school was pretty hectic, as usual,
and late night studying too,
with early morning completions of homework as well.
i wasn't feeling well so went to get flu medication & lozenges.

my sparing is screwed,
everything is gone.
tits and i didn't get a spot for novice.
jaris&kelvin, audrey&tracy didn't get in either.
so its yeah, pretty unfair.
though i have to admit,
i'm not in the mood to bowl if i had to tomorrow.
practically practised doubles the entire week.

doubled kelvin, thn tracy thn i dont remember.
teamed with layteng, tracy and esther today too.
we were so restless and we barely had anything to say to each other.
neither did i have the mood to scream and cheer, like i always do.
novice singles start tomorrow at 3pm,
good luck, all the best to those bowling tmr! :D

Tag replies:

Maniar: Now someone owes me truckloads of tags!
-here are your replies :D
Maniar: Advance love to you for valentine's day sweetheart!
-and happy valentine's day to you too <3
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-yup i appreciate that, keeps it alive xD
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-hehe, i miss you too, been a long time seen your brocolli curly hair ): and you take care of yourself too :D
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-chill manz dont have to argue over this
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-own?! you crazee. and btw its not just antits, theres antits-cipation also. million, crazy. just like 3. lol.
Darius: Sup Antits
-what up da tits :DD

2009-02-07T19:41:00.003+08:00

this week was alright.
had our first psycho session and sports science session this week.
i ran an awesome 400m sprint too (i loved it)
had tests this week.

wednesday - history
thursday - chinese and science (test&requiz)
friday - geography and math

all were okay, except chinese, and maybe science.
chinese was a killer, i swear i had no idea what the passage was saying.
i didn't get the message, what more she wanted to deduct marks for blanks.
so i just happily filled them up with crap in hope of being lucky and getting few correct.
(but i doubt so, i'm never so lucky)
bowled with my smash zone this week,
got screwed for getting my spiral (like wtf)
and my smash, srsly pissed me off.

but i'm okay now, just got my striking motion today.
not bad, though i kept getting splits for the 4th game, (which sucks)
talked with uncle sam for quite awhile too.
went to the mall and bought things for bestf.
(yes i know you appreciate it)
which is good cos my effort has paid off.

okay i have a class debate coming up and i have to prepare for it.
so i gtg now, bye :D

2009-02-01T12:40:00.002+08:00

yep the vid on my profile page is from another cinderella story.
same storyline same happenings different plot and actors.
i still like this better, cos it involves dancing, lol.
it was released like what, in 2008?
and i just watched it yesterday night, it was still as good though.
i'm tryna put the vid into my ipod now, wish me luck! :D

2009-01-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

yes joy, i've been going on and on and on and saying i want to blog at school,
but no, i did not put those words into action.
so here i am trying to make up for what i've done by posting slightly longer.
(thats if i can, excluding crap)

woke up at 6am in the morning,
after sleeping late the night before, and showered.
got ready and went to school.
started panicking because i couldn't find my transponder.
but somehow i clearly remember taking it from my room.
searched my bag and everything, and i couldn't find it.
(thank god,) met zah downstairs, and she didn't have hers with her either.
lol, so used nabilah's to go up.
waited outside the room while i fished for my transponder.
i had to take out like everything from my bag and there it was,
wonderfully at the bottom,
a sigh of relief and happiness, and we went into the room. lol.

reached at like 7:35? (i think cos it was 7:33 when i was at the carpark)
started unpacking, and suddenly my stomach was killing me,
(like i did not clear my bowels for a million years)
so ran to the toilet -.-
i thought i had diarrhoea. (lame right! but its possible, maybe a little too late, haha)
joy came later, she unpacked too,
and we left for assembly.
school as usual, had history.
moen didn't come, and it wasn't as fun, lol.
audrey would disturb him and i'd have a fun time laughing by the sidelines.
did some groupwork activity for 5 mins? did work and had break.
science, thn math.
had lunch, and went up to pack up for sst.

made my way to the physio after that, i reached earlied (shocker right!)
intro to the future physios, and did exercises.
trained mans!
my bowling was damn screwed though.
(btw, it still is)
okay sry manz im damn lazy to blog now its like 11:15?! okay, goodnight *yawns*

2009-01-27T11:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday was just computer 24/1
omg and i didn't feel tired till about 2 in the morning.
talking about that i slept at 3.
yes, again.
talked online till say,
3am and it was 5 back there so he had to go sleep.
was talking with ilma too, and she went off at about 2 plus.
i practically did nothing except sit in front of the comp the entire day.
sis pissed me off yet again,
and this time i was really angry.
i agree with zhenyi's post on her sis.
thats exactly how i felt yesterday.
and still do now.
okay i'm gonna go, bye.

2009-01-25T22:27:00.004+08:00

yes, my backache somehow reacted again this morning.
and obviously (it was due to neglect and my laziness, as usual)
no choice, i did my exercises.
and yes, when i started it, i had to motivation to complete 1 set.
(pathetic right! i know.)
i am going to do more tonight, hey! i will try.
watched 3 movies today.
and i liked 2 of them? one was boring.
now i'm crazy with Jojo's coming for you.
omg it reminds me of Bring It On, In It To Win It.
omg 2 out of 3 bring it ons rock.
the krumping and the dance moves are the bomb manzxz

and i learnt banging the floor with fist from some dance show.
i'm like crazy over that too (i was banging the toilet walls)
and yes now i am free, blogging, doing nothing.
i have no idea what i am going to do next.
and yes since i am too free to be blogging i shall do my exercises later.
JoJo rock on manzxz

Anything I feel I choose to ignore
I pray that once my anger dies I'll live
And once my tears are dry I'll learn to forgive
Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die
But you'll always be part of my life

2009-01-24T16:15:00.002+08:00

the chinese new year holidays are here.
time really flies.
this week is pretty unfortunate. in other words,
i was given a beautiful white card.
for not doing math homework.
i didn't exactly not do it, but like.
i even showed her my working.
the night before i wasn't feeling well,
so i slept earlier, after trying to do it.
omg unreasonable shit, but coach thomas knows about it already,
not a problem.
damn it my bloody record is broken, just thinking about it makes my blood pressure rise.

yesterday after i got home, started shooting sis with the paper.
it was like rubberband fight yesterday,
it was so funny i laughed my head off.
shooted mum and sis the entire time, and my mum laughed once.
had dinner, and used comp.
watched ghost whisperer.
it was kinda boring, like a bit.
i felt tired at 10:30 and i dozed off.

in the middle of the night my dad sat on me.
i screamed and he slept on the floor.
i had no idea, till i woke up this morning and everything was clear,
i found out i wore my contacts to sleep.
woke up quickly brushed my teeth and had breakfast.
talked about the texas chainsaw massacre we watched in school for cluster act.
my sis is so enthu about it she's out to get it.
like wth? she said she wanted me to watch it a second time. like wth?!?!?!
that's plain scary.

sis showed me her neoprints and i found them nice so i wanted 2 of them, haha.
she wouldn't give it to me so i have to photocopy them.
retarded, i know, but i just want it so yup.
i've found new songs so yes, i am going to download them, and,
bring that dead ipod of mine back to life.
the bowlers had team stimulation yesterday,
omg i felt so jealousssss.
but our sec2 girls didn't seem bonded (though they were)
so now they have to bowl together, which leaves joy, audrey and me.
i really don't know about c div, and what more my stupid injury.
it is getting better, but it still freaking hurts.
and its due to neglect, damn it.

okay i'm off to download my music now, bye.

2009-01-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

i'm really very bored.
to the extent i'm blogging a second time.
talked to bestie!!!!<3
and i don't pangseh u all the time k, i gave u my reason.
talking to Jingyi now,
and waiting for dinner time.
i'm really lazy and too tired to go down to pp and get my goodies.
so i'll just go to ntuc.
at most if it isn't there, i'll go to cold storage :D
i just love this stretch of upper ecp.

okay let me start on what i did today (just waiting for time to fly)
i woke up at like 10 plus thanks to the fat brat.
the bed was like moving -.-
and i was sleeping in front of the altars.
so ya i think i swore, sry ):
woke up did touch ups to the paint, since sis was so eager to remove the tape.
we used up 6 and a half rolls of masking tape.
when we peeled it off the walls the tape was half green and purple.
omg it looked niceeeeee

i love me walls, my backaches and body aches are worth it.
the walls are my effort. (not forgetting sis)
but it feels good to see something nice done by yourself, it really is.
thn used comp, downloaded songs.
though i still find them boring.
i love colby o'donis manzxzxzxzxzxz, his voice is so addictive.
listen once, you can't get enough.
oh and btw, i really keep secrets.
they are kept in my box, and its LOCKED.
haha, thats like lame, but it works for me :D
yay its 7 and time indeed has flew.
okay i gtg, time to get ready for school!!!! :D

2009-01-18T15:47:00.003+08:00

wheeheehee i painted my room!!!!
i had fun, and my body is aching.
i'm really tired too.
i have such a hippy room
lols, now i look forward to going home ya :D
i have to get stuff for school later.
and this post was supposedly to reply the tags.
so i shall :D

-sarah. huh!?!??! school's fun lah! who do you hate? i didn't know about itttt and you keep relinking! k i will relink u.

-MAP it! hahahahah who cares!!!! you still jealous! it is a BEAUTIFUL place i even have MEMENTOS, cool rights!!!! hahahahhaha but long time ago lah, but i still went thereeeeee :p

-Mira. yup true, but science is interesting if you really wanna learn, and when you actually get what he says in class, lols.

-Zhenyi. yup sure no prob, i'll relink.

-stacy. yup you told me abt the math tuition, i knw man, algebra sucks!!!! i fail for that topic, sec 1 algebra i barely passed.

-ilma. HI PRETTY

people say stop searching,
happiness is just around the corner.
though its there,
it isn't the one in a million kind of happiness.
and that's the happiness i want,
so happy waiting :D

2009-01-16T20:36:00.002+08:00

this week was, more fun, but still as unlucky.
I injured that back of mine, again.
i didnt injure it, it came like suddenly,
and it was killing me then.
asked coach thomas for a referral form thn went.
did exercises every night,
and now its slightly better.

like i'm so hardcore,
even when i fell asleep,
i woke up to do my exercises and slept back.
this week i have been staying up late to complete my homework.
i've been falling asleep in science class as well.
i'm not saying its THAT boring.
well maybe it sorta is, but the topics aren't as interesting as last year.
i'm looking forward to bio.

i finally got how to balance chemical equations.
i fell asleep so many times, it was that boring.
learnt pythagoras theorem for math, omg its like so funnnnn
i love doing those, and the cones and blahblahblah.
did a test today, i hope i score well.
on thursday had chinese spelling,
i learnt it during class and rewrote it about like 4 times?
i got them right and damn, i did memorise them all.

yay me!!!!
and no one knows the chinese homework.
thks yanteng and yuanmin :D
you ppl saved me life
and i've got my interior paint ready!!!
so i can start painting like tmr.
i'm going for a haircut.
i hate my fringe its freaking jb.

2009-01-10T19:26:00.003+08:00

came up with ideas to repaint my bedroom.
can't wait :D
sis is helping, but she won't be if she pisses me off again.
the paint materials and colours are done.
going down to buy them tomorrow :D
i feel like eating sushi.
i'm getting it tmr too.
and i feel like eating tako balls and pretzels.
so many sudden cravings D:

2009-01-09T17:20:00.003+08:00

first week of school is like finally over!!!
omg so many _ sec 1's.
now school is like LOADED with mainstreamers.
damns man.
checked in on sunday night,
rooming with joy!!!!!!!!! :D
unpacked, remy, sis and mum helped with cleaning.
could barely sleep man, like at night.
i was so excited for school to start -.-
and when school was actually coming, i was damn tired.
luckily we just had to go down and take height and weight :D
HAPPY BDAY MR Q :D
i didn't gain anything!!! yay me. and neither did i freaking growwww

chinese was like first period, omg -.-
javier, kelvin, sebastian, esther&daryl joined our class.
lai lao shi just talked about her expectations and whatever.
after that had english.
Mrs Tan is like so nice pls, we played games, did puzzles.
it was like rlly cool despite the freezing aircon.
had science, mr thomas.
omg mans, way diff from mrs soong.
and like started on atoms again.
first class and lesson starts, urgh.
went back for english again, i find that retarded.
mrs tan told us about the english diagnostic test the next day.
had assembly, gave out the awesome PURPLE journals and like,
practically went through it again, how boring -.-

during training, talked about COC and R&R.
sorta boring, but its over.
everything is like, only one chance.
pretty much have to watch out for everything you do.
so many restrictions :///
went to shower, sent laundry, had dinner and tits helped me with chinese.
charmaine came too, to stone.
went down to ask ms wanwei what my compo topic was about.
thn stayed up like till 1am to finish up my compo.

Tuesday.

had track, it was freaking freezing.
4 laps warmup, while the juniors went to take h&w.
after we were done, their turn.
they jogged like so slow...
danial(?) even walked?! wth?
thn we did shuttle runs.
my legs were freaking weak, i almost fell while running.
i seriously wanted to puke after that.
still have to do situps, srunches and push-ups.
partnered jaclyn for that.

Chinese again -.-
handed in compo, and i forgot i didn't pay for the magazine last year -.-
which is like 2 bucks.
had english test. didn't bring my music along.
audrey's music was like damn irritating, how loud -.-
thn handed in paper, left for lunch.
went to AVA for art. watched camp rock -.-''
bleedy sian of it already.
chose our art classes for the 3 terms and left for the hostel.

went down at 3:30 to eat, kelvin asked.
so went down, took milo and went up to sleep.
slept till 5 and got ready for training.
waited for joy and brought down our bowling bags.
had night training, first time mans.
all the way till Bdiv.
went up for dinner and was forced to eat veggies.
i swear i almost threw up trying to swallow the damn thing.
ate bananas after that and went up.
rewrote and transfered science notes and went to sleep after that.

Wednesday.

had gym, my room clock was 3 bloody minutes slow.
so we were 3 minutes late, like damn it?
mr Q went through rules and regulations.
after that the ice breaker was pushed to friday.
went to netball court, ran 4 rounds and went back.
spot check, changed earring -.-
had history, omg it was fun, and exciting.
this year's subs are like damn interesting.
(btw, i'm sitting right in front for every class, first row :DDD)
had science, continued on combustion and wadever,
i actually listened, lol.
had math, same as last year, gave us the plan for the year,
and talked about rules and wadvever.
thn had CDP. shit i forgot what i didddd
oh ya, talked about goals. bleedy boring.
after that slept and didn't receieve the message for afternoon sst in time.
i slept at 2:15, i got the msg at 2:32

nice right.
i woke up at 3:58 called joan back and woke joy up. how nice.
we looked out the window and saw the bowlers outside the function hall.
ran like shit and reached there just in time.
i forgot to bring my ipod, AGAIN.
so read Anne Frank, its actually quite interesting.
it wasn't exactly as boring as i thought it would be :D
had training, and was forced to eat veggies again.
this time it wasn't that sick.

joy left her phone like on the table -.-
and aunty kat took it.
so we went out of the dining hall,
and she started to panic.
we sat and talked with darren and samuel,
while she was busy searching for her phone.
we helped her and it was with aunty kat.
she went to the alley and got her phone back,
with an infringement D:
lol, thn went back up and rewrote math homework neatly into the exercise book.
thn slept at 12 :D an improvement, one hour earlier.
joanie slept over!!!!!!!!!
cos jolly went for her op.

Thursday.

had sleepy in :D yayyyyyy
woke up at 7:30.
bathed and all, went down for breakfast.
caught by mrs lu cos i changed my earring -.-
damns.
had science, did 4 basic chemical reaction practicals.
sat with jon in the lab, cos we were like late -.-
we forgot that it was lab so we waited outside the classroom.
had chinese, joy joined our class.
she sat beside me cos it was empty.
she's alright. thn she self intro, from tampines sec and all.
ms lai gave us jianbao. sucks man so many words idk.
rushed off cos had dental appointment.
tightened wires, it started to ache ):
was back in time for sst :D

after sst had training.
they talked till 7 and we had to do 30mins of shadow bowling.
bowled from 7:30-8.
bowled with tits and audrey on lanes 7&8.
worked on timing of swing, grip and back angle.
awesome i could work on so much given the time limit of half an hour.
forgot to write my name on the board and take my puffball.
later we (aud&me) waited for the lift.

me: why isn't the lift moving?
*door opens* (nobody's there)
*door closes* (nobody came in either)
omg we were screaming like some piece of f man.
thought it was some supernatural thing of what.
had porridge, ate A LOT.
talked about vulgarities and wtfish is just a replacement for the word.
alex: water the flower
i was like er wth and audrey laughed at it btw, (lame right?! hehe i knw. aud dun scold me)
and joanie slept over again!!!!!!

Today.

Had gym, played ice breaker, overall not so bad.
finished at 7:44 and left the gym.
jolly came back!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol went to bathe and went down for breakfast at like 8:05
was damn late and suffered eating cereal for breakfast
was in time for math, said our own pledge -.-
worked on pythagoras theorem, understood it a little better.
like its the first time i actually bother clarifying my doubts, haha
was given homework -.- standard

had geog, it was an interesting lesson.
now those who actually sleep in class will have to stand till the class is over.
lol, he finally realised students sleep in his class
after geog had english, returned test paper.
jenell topped both 2D and F.
pro sia that girl, 42/50.
i had like 3/10 for compre and 4/10 for vocab (i read the instructions wrongly damn it)
went to see mrs soong!!!!!! (L)
talked to her and all, thn walked with amira, aud, jen, jon and moen.
had lunch tgt, thn walked ard.
moen bought aud ice cream i brought jon's jacket back first.

moen called to go out and get the ice cream, gave jon his jacket,
and got ready to go down for the PSSC.
after that aunty kat told me to get a few sports strengthening and protection stuff
so went to buy it after that.
went to get skin patch, had quite a long chat with uncle sam,
thn he had to go, so i left.
came back home and i'm using the comp,
i cant wait for the skins to come mans theyre cominggggggggg